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a specific way
Distracting myself
To keep suicide at bay
But now the grave
Seems further away
And I'm left to wonder
How to fill a day
My choices were limited

Bridget ain't no different just a female h 
I wonder what happens when they go leave the lake 
Sitting in silence you think they'd be ok 
Well thats another

Suicide Manifesto

Rick Springfield

The Snake King

2018

I woke up so damned depressed
There's a handgun in the drawer
I got that feeling dark again
Found the hangman by my door
It's another black dark

me out
I be making moves yeah I'm really proud
But I'm feeling all alone sitting in a crowd
All this silence it be really loud
It's like they build me

I hit the snooze soon as I wake been sleep for days lying in silence
Waisting the last of my life watching time pass me by
My brain replays

By myself in my room door closed, lights turned off too
Eyes shut in solitude, I know that I'm not alone
(I'm not alone I never was uhh)
I know I

Alice
This rap shit is god's gift this is my king's chalice
My rings lie where kings die let's get a moment of silence
All this pain is pleasure nigga I

rants
And stirring pots of nothing

The first time I touched a dead body,
He still had dirt in his hair
His cut, still bleeding
Hands shredded by gravel

my head there's no escape nah
Voices in my head keep my company
They been with me through the good bad and ugly
I need silence
But it's war in my head

disintegrate 
My journey behind the stone gate is just the beginning of the end 
Of a soul tormented by a chaotic and gray gloomy world 
By melancholic paths I

Long gone are the days of old 
When we didn't live our lives through a screen
Nowadays no one gives a damn
We don't talk
We don't connect
We group

made, you had the hands of god but the Devil was displayed
Pills by my side, thinking suicide, it's time to decide if I want to be alright

They didn't

just wanna fight, and make it to the end

Tears fill my eyes
Don't be surprised
If I end up dying
If I give up fighting
Drowned by the silence
Can you

Before you advertise
All the fame is implied
With no fortune unseen
Sell the rights
To your blight
Time-machine

While I'm dulled by excess
And a cynic

clearly now
But now I'm lacking some trust
My heart's rearranged it's insane
Is it real or is it just -
A - nother episode of lust coz
Lately you ain't been

I'm flying to Vancouver
On a private jet
Trying scrap with bars use
Your common sense
Dont get let down get
Gassed by the crowed
You lost as a kid

to break
I will give up on myself
While the silence invades my ears, the end will
Take the pain
And at the same time, the nightmares will consume
You

goodbye
Tried to deal with my mind, led to suicide
And I ask myself why? Why did you even try
For a better life load up your nine
Not even gonna wait for

will feel what we are believing
Is this the thing that took me by surprise before
Is this the same as receiving
I realize that new-ness is an open door

to get by
Shoved the knife right into my back
Now I'd only wish that you would die
You thought you had us all fooled
You worthless fuck I hope you

Choke

chest
I been riding high, silence as I drive by
Sent they bodies sky high, nigga this is ride or die
Where your tooly at, if my blicky goes

the opposition
So I won't create a bias
Cause this ain't no competition
If you hit me up in private
We can settle on position
But I cannot keep the silence
I don't

Sometimes I just hold it deep inside
Cuz I no that it hurts to say goodbye
cnd nothin kills you more them suicide 
I no that sometimes you wanna die 
But I

Il s’est suicidé.
Entre la pulsion de mort qui “travaille en silence” et les pulsions de vie qui n’ont de but qu’elles-mêmes, le lien est inextricable