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how could I have fallen
for a girl like you?
the mud from by your
door had soiled your
plastic shoe I do, love
you my internal visitor
is it you? is

was made
Human

The deafening sound of this machinery
Shredding my core, self-inhibiting
Dying for love, what’s behind this internal conflict?
It

of physical and verbal
Eternal sunshine could not forget your external
Jot in my journal so I never could forget the internal
Turn the page, couldn't say I saw

if I’ll ever be good enough
Constantly batting this negative internal dialogue
That has me chronically doubting myself
It’s tiring, I am so tired

muffle screams

Internal truce and flower
Absolution, not critique
Forgiving those who harmed me
Protected by my strength, mind and heart
Comforting, warm

and pales
to the infernal pain and promise
of this internal prison cell

you don't mean me no good

Conversations cease to mend
the darkness of my heart

Roulette
Nah for real, for real
I hate the district attorney, ain't tryna deal wit' them
Ironically, just took a deal from them, yeah
Internal wounds,

accountability
An actinometer to appraise sun
A spirometer to graduate mortality
Pressed by katabatic winds
Thermograph, internal thermograph, external
Measurement

listening to the wind's chilling moans
The bright moon burning in the sky
Transforming mind to growth
The darkness calling me to insight internal fire

furthermore the end

Visions walls built as a tunnel
Specters see a truth unknown
Internal eye to gaze
Trace your steps back to your cults following
Find

grow, the less I know

It's easy to forget that we could breathe and reset
But the first step is admitting and accepting regret
All this internal

to catch me in the cold
Your name is what I whisper
When I am too afraid
Too embrace the things I gained
From all internal pain

But it changes

Burying, without invitation.
Dig your roots, deep into my core.
Living, an internal nightmare. 
Struggling, to fight you anymore.

Isolated, barely

breathe without you

Your eyes betray internal voices

I wonder where you are
I wonder where you are
Riding the shooting star across the night sky?

site
Internal rot and decay
Your only wish to pass away

Tears are dry and muscles weak 
As you fall into the deep

Marching, marching onward
Violence

contaminates
Body consumed, infected with the strain
Internal feasting, increase death rate
Harbor sickness

to hinder copulation
Outward swelling distorts organ
Bulbous member congested with fluid
Internal blisters leak from vaginal hemorrhages

Soft tissue hardens

focused
Try to stop your internal dialogue
Turn the noise down in your head
It takes practice because it's difficult

Take five deep breaths now
Stay

Multitudes of others bought with sacrifice

Torments, men, women, animals, all the same
Internal, external, nocturnal, no one will remain

In the dead vast

showing signs, internal bleeding
And yeah, I made mistakes (I did), I didn't change my ways (I didn't)
I needed to escape, but used you as a throwaway

Tower cleared! Fifteen seconds, guidance is
Internal 12, 11, 10, 9
Ignition sequence start 6,  5,  4, 3, 2,  1
Zero!

(Full blown chaos, Chaos, Full

Twenty seconds and counting
T-minus fifteen seconds, guidance is internal
Twelve, eleven, ten, nine
Ignition sequence start, six

It's never gon'

You're a God, at least that's what you tell yourself
An internal archangel and a demon to everyone else
You're a fraud, ambivalent to the extreme

Beaten torso complete removal of all
Internal organs the deed is so intense
Pleasure so immense ejaculate over the
Eviscerated remains then dissolved in