Return From Depression
The Real Aminah
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Who am i? A twenty seven year old African American female Who likes to Write in her own spare time No... who am i? Hi my name is Khanesha and its nice To meet NO... Who am i? A confused soul roaming this earth With a ticking time bomb on her back And I'm the one who holds the match There we go I am the patient that keeps coming Back with the same symptoms And the only thing that they can Prescribe is a prayer They never noticed the times I used a Bottle to conceal my thoughts They thought I was just having fun They would ask me What do you have to be depressed About? Depression is not a lack of It is a disease that disturbs the soul A voice A voice that fights my inner voice and Sometimes it wins They sit in my head competing Who could be the loudest? My voices are like Ying and yang Push and pull In and out They go hand and hand like double Dutch I'm not a burden I am a burden Nobody wants you hear They do want you hear Its time to end it now And if I were to die by the hands of Mine They would say she always looked so Happy she seemed fine The only thing that separates me from death Is the squeeze of a trigger And the same tongues that drove me to Pull the trigger Will be the same tongues that mutter Under their breath how could she be so Selfish Or say I never expected her to do Something like this They will repost my photos with Hashtag mental health matters And check on your strong friends They will visit my grave with tears that Look like sorrow but reek of guilt Because you left me to fend for myself Take a step into my world Where my mind is unable to process Whats real and whats an illusion This life is an illusion It was never for people like me I've been holding onto my life as if it was burning coal 75 mg to convince myself the thoughts Are not real Only to put my thoughts on pause Have you ever felt like it was time to Go Time to journey on the other side Who am I? I don't know who I am Calling anyone who will listen because I'm scared to be alone in my thoughts Because those thoughts sound like Voices and the voices get LOUDER AND LOUDER AND LOUDER And now my hands are trynna stop me but this feels like the right thing to do I am the referee in my life and my Hands and voices are fighting with Each other And I know its time to call a sudden Death but to be honest i want the voice TO WIN I'm telling you this story to tell you this Death will find me And before it does I want you to know this There have always been times where i Felt spiritually tuned in with the earth Times where I was unaware with how To accept it I've always held back my true feelings For people Or things to fit in I never need to fit in I will freely roam this earth Being the person I was meant to be For however long I have left I will dance in the sand Cry near the water I will love every part of me with every Being inside of me I will walk past the mirror and smile I will walk past the mirror and laugh and sing I will accept whats for me will never Miss me And whats not for me will never be For me I will worship God the way I know I will love my family and friends Unconditionally I will put trust in myself and love Myself I will appreciate my hair long or short And love my body skinny or fat I will feed my brain with knowledge And ignore the negative thoughts that Try to consume me I will acknowledge my faults And love my wins This is me This is who I'm supposed to be I'm free I'm free Now ladies and gentlemen Welcome to Ferry Wait
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