Making a Maniac

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Lately I been so cold, lonely
Feel I'll lose myself oh, slowly
Wonder why they act like they know me
Ion go outside yeah I been layin low key
Let me take it back, take it back to the fifth grade
Kicked round everyday for stupid shit like my first name
Middle school was rough I always struggled to express pain
It made me quiet, made me private, then anxiety and stress came
I was cooped up in my room for 4 years
I was always feeling doom and gloom, hid all of my tears
Never really got to bloom, developed more fears
Never really checked on at all by any my peers
High school came around and it was time to be a better Jack
Tried out for the team for self esteem they said good luck with that
Tried to break out of my shell and then still got attacked
That shit really put me through hell and that's a fuckin fact
10th grade I met my prom queen with angel wings
Someone who could lift some weight, self hate, and make me sane
2 years a long time to not think bout a wedding ring
But nothing goods forever when you find out what the winter brings
Find out what love really means, we share all of our biggest dreams
Then it change into a bitter theme, more arguments and louder screams
They tell me people come and go, we were both going through it though
I think I did it cause of me, anxiety, or quarantine, ya know
But I'm so alone
And it's so cold
I could use somebody to hold
Lately I been so cold, lonely
Feel I'll lose myself oh, slowly
Wonder why they act like they know me
Ion go outside yeah I been layin low key
Might go out like Kurt
Blood and tears all on my shirt
I was never shown my worth
So why the f*ck you think I'm hurt
And all they say is Jack, you're a fucking maniac
I can't get my life on track this ain't no sweet life Code and Zack
F*ck
Stoner alcoholic, this strain make me nauseous
Find out that my mom sick, that shits catastrophic
My whole life I've been in pain and you cannot relate the same
They gon hate me till the fame or til I blow my fuckin brains

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