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J Witt

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Why do you keep coming around?
I tell you to go but you're here I'm surrounded
You overwhelm me, I feel like I'm drowning
Can you just shut up? You're so damn loud and
Can you get out of my head? I really don't wanna be dead
That's not what you said last night lying in bed
Yeah I was just talking, I didn't think it meant
That you would come back, you're not my friend
But Jackson I told you I'm here till the end
I'm not leaving you, let's not pretend

Why are you here? You come and go
When I least expect you you always show
You make me feel so sad and low
Plus I never really know
What you're gonna say or make me do
No I don't wanna play this game with you
Well you're gonna today, I'ma show you the truth
Don't bother to pray, God can't hear you
You're not worthy of his saving grace
You're never gonna get to see his face
You're wrong about that man, I got saved
Then why are you like this? You've gone astray
Are you really sure you're not going to hell?
By the way you've been living I can't even tell
I know that the way I've been living is wrong
I don't know what to say so I just write songs
I know that my good doesn't out weigh my wrongs
But just leave me alone, I want you to be gone
I'm in your mind, you can't get rid of me
Can't leave me behind, I don't care if you're sick of me
I come visit you cause you don't visit me
Now I'm growing stronger from the power you've given me
This my fault? You gotta be kidding me
I said I wished I was dead, I didn't mean literally
You said it regardless, I don't care if we did agree
Just pick up this razor, I'll make it real easy
Man are you serious? Am I hearing this?
You're trynna get me to slit my wrist?
I mean there's other options, here I've got a list
I'll read it out loud if you insist

No! I'm running, I'm running, I'm running from you
Jackson you know that I'm coming for you
Don't be a bitch, you're just gonna lose
Do what I say and just drink some more booze
No! You're just trynna get me drunk
It'll help with the pain
But it's still gonna suck
What's it matter?
Shut up the f*ck up!
Your life is depressing, why do you give a f*ck?
Just hear me out, hey stay awake
Let's get some rope and some weights and take a dunk in the lake
Where you used to go with what's her face?
Keep her name out your mouth, don't talk about
Why do you care? She left you behind
That's the reason I'm back inside of your mind
When you were with her I couldn't cross this line
I couldn't come near you, believe me I tried
The presence she put off was like a light
But she's gone now so it's dark all the time
She left you Jackson, she's gone forever
You know when you're gonna be happy? Never
Damn you've got a point, I guess it's whatever
But I don't wanna die,  I just wanna let out some pressure
Ok J Witt, good to hear you say it
I listen to your music, I always play it
And it sounds like you depression is weighing
Here this'll help, just take some more kratom
Now sip on this liquor, doesn't that feel better?
Yeah I feel pretty good now
Easy there killer
We're not done yet, here's the kicker
Wait, there's a kicker? You didn't say anything about that

There's one more step then you won't be sad
Can we make this quick? I just wanna be glad
We're almost there then you'll understand
Why is it so cold?
Here just take my hand
This is your chance now to be man
Just step up on this stool and stand
Everybody will miss you
Hey this wasn't the plan!
Well it's subject to change when I'm in command
Nah this isn't cool, I don't wanna play
This is my life, it isn't game
I just want you to go the f*ck away
I'll leave you alone as soon as you obey
This is a classic, it'll work fine
Just take this rope, wrap it thirteen times
Toss it over that rafter or here off the deck
Now stand on this step and slip it over your neck
I don't know man, I wanna decline
If you like being depressed, then I guess that's fine
You can run from your problems but you can't hide
I'm the only solution, my name's suicide
You know who I am, I hung out with Justin
Your friend from the jail, we had this discussion
You son of a bitch! He was my homie!
Everybody's got problems, I guess he was lonely
Fine! let's go, let's go, let's go
Just promise once I do this you'll leave me the f*ck alone
Jackson once you do this you'll never see me again
It's been nice knowing you, I guess that this is really it
Man how did I get myself into this shit?
I'm so fucking scared but I guess I'll submit
My life is so fucked, might as well call it quits
Tell my family I'm sorry, see y'all in a bit
Wait
Suicide hotline
Hey ugh, I need help
Fine, I'll be back when you're at your lowest
You don't wanna believe me but inside you know It
Nobody knows because you never show it
Now put on a smile and go see all your friends
I'll be back in a few months, you know how this ends
You know how this ends

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