Suicidal

Why do you keep coming around? I tell you to go but you're here I'm surrounded You overwhelm me, I feel like I'm drowning Can you just shut up? You're so damn loud and Can you get out of my head? I really don't wanna be dead That's not what you said last night lying in bed Yeah I was just talking, I didn't think it meant That you would come back, you're not my friend But Jackson I told you I'm here till the end I'm not leaving you, let's not pretend Why are you here? You come and go When I least expect you you always show You make me feel so sad and low Plus I never really know What you're gonna say or make me do No I don't wanna play this game with you Well you're gonna today, I'ma show you the truth Don't bother to pray, God can't hear you You're not worthy of his saving grace You're never gonna get to see his face You're wrong about that man, I got saved Then why are you like this? You've gone astray Are you really sure you're not going to hell? By the way you've been living I can't even tell I know that the way I've been living is wrong I don't know what to say so I just write songs I know that my good doesn't out weigh my wrongs But just leave me alone, I want you to be gone I'm in your mind, you can't get rid of me Can't leave me behind, I don't care if you're sick of me I come visit you cause you don't visit me Now I'm growing stronger from the power you've given me This my fault? You gotta be kidding me I said I wished I was dead, I didn't mean literally You said it regardless, I don't care if we did agree Just pick up this razor, I'll make it real easy Man are you serious? Am I hearing this? You're trynna get me to slit my wrist? I mean there's other options, here I've got a list I'll read it out loud if you insist No! I'm running, I'm running, I'm running from you Jackson you know that I'm coming for you Don't be a bitch, you're just gonna lose Do what I say and just drink some more booze No! You're just trynna get me drunk It'll help with the pain But it's still gonna suck What's it matter? Shut up the fuck up! Your life is depressing, why do you give a fuck? Just hear me out, hey stay awake Let's get some rope and some weights and take a dunk in the lake Where you used to go with what's her face? Keep her name out your mouth, don't talk about Why do you care? She left you behind That's the reason I'm back inside of your mind When you were with her I couldn't cross this line I couldn't come near you, believe me I tried The presence she put off was like a light But she's gone now so it's dark all the time She left you Jackson, she's gone forever You know when you're gonna be happy? Never Damn you've got a point, I guess it's whatever But I don't wanna die, I just wanna let out some pressure Ok J Witt, good to hear you say it I listen to your music, I always play it And it sounds like you depression is weighing Here this'll help, just take some more kratom Now sip on this liquor, doesn't that feel better? Yeah I feel pretty good now Easy there killer We're not done yet, here's the kicker Wait, there's a kicker? You didn't say anything about that There's one more step then you won't be sad Can we make this quick? I just wanna be glad We're almost there then you'll understand Why is it so cold? Here just take my hand This is your chance now to be man Just step up on this stool and stand Everybody will miss you Hey this wasn't the plan! Well it's subject to change when I'm in command Nah this isn't cool, I don't wanna play This is my life, it isn't game I just want you to go the fuck away I'll leave you alone as soon as you obey This is a classic, it'll work fine Just take this rope, wrap it thirteen times Toss it over that rafter or here off the deck Now stand on this step and slip it over your neck I don't know man, I wanna decline If you like being depressed, then I guess that's fine You can run from your problems but you can't hide I'm the only solution, my name's suicide You know who I am, I hung out with Justin Your friend from the jail, we had this discussion You son of a bitch! He was my homie! Everybody's got problems, I guess he was lonely Fine! let's go, let's go, let's go Just promise once I do this you'll leave me the fuck alone Jackson once you do this you'll never see me again It's been nice knowing you, I guess that this is really it Man how did I get myself into this shit? I'm so fucking scared but I guess I'll submit My life is so fucked, might as well call it quits Tell my family I'm sorry, see y'all in a bit Wait Suicide hotline Hey ugh, I need help Fine, I'll be back when you're at your lowest You don't wanna believe me but inside you know It Nobody knows because you never show it Now put on a smile and go see all your friends I'll be back in a few months, you know how this ends You know how this ends