therapy
Reece Hughes
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This fucking beat, this fucking pen, this fucking ink Is all, it's all my fucking therapy Yeah As I sit back and reminisce on my life I often wonder what things would be like If I never started rapping, if I never met Jackson What if I ain't meet Uylus on PlayStation? What the f*ck would be happening? Like, what if I never dropped Back to Back Or made any track, back to back? Volume 1 to Volume 2, what if I left 'em on the rack? Cause I thought that shit was whack What the f*ck would I be doing then? But now I'm never looking back, cause All the drugs and shit, use to cope with the pain I hate being outside, I can't stand the rain All this fake gangster shit, that you try to maintain Bout as fake as my smile on a day to day, yeah But, I'll drop the album, then I disappear Never thought that I would be here I'm done putting faith in my fears Don't look back never check the rear Look at the man in the mirror Changed a lot from when I was 10 I've wanted this since I was a kid Since I was rapping in the closet with my niggas It's crazy to look at what we did And how far we done came Momma taught me how to never be lame So I branched out and then I carved my own lane With all this self deprecation there's no time for meditation I got an ego that's as bout as thin as my patience I'm forever underrated, over appreciated Yet I still haven't made it Everything I've ever done they try to downplay it All alone on my own journey, but still spreading positivity I haven't realized I'm successful in my own way But, maybe one day I'll figure it out Until then, let me see what all this shit is about I'm out, yo I used to think I'd have it all figured out by now Problems be solved, throw em all behind the back by now Me and my niggas would be living good I could tell em how I'm doing everything that I said I would But I'm still stuck in my old ways, my old home People call me and get the old tone, Cause I done put down my phone, not answering it, please leave me alone Unless you my mom, my girl, or one of the people I'm relying on They all got my back, but that's about it I'm not gonna come on this track and try to start shit But how you tell someone you'll always have their back, but you call it quits? I think that's just ridiculous, let's get back to it Cause people don't feel what you say unless it's truly real But I still have to hide the way I truly feel I can't let no one see all this pain that I feel inside I haven't truly been happy since the day my grandmother died That was 2020, do the math it's been 3 years They say time heals all, why am I still crying these fucking tears? Tryna do all of this shit without my grandmother here All this stress and shit from work got me losing sleep My friends saying I need therapy All the shit I'm saying and doing got em scared of me Cause I text em when I got suicide on my mind And I guess they scared cause they know I could do it anytime So many ways I get lost in my mind But I keep you close so that shit is easier to find I'm either all alone or off the grid I can't even decide
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