A ride in my mind
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You listenin' to H.O.D. poetry, Destn Poetry, whatever you wanna call it You seeing Pooda, Romeo, Destn, H.O.D., all of them, enjoy the ride, inside my mind Buckle your seatbelts, you'll be entering Destn's mind in three, two, one Destn, Destn Let my mistakes become your cheat code to the game we call life Every time I was in the dark, let it reflect on your light Every time I was beatin' down, let it show you when to fight All the times I was movin' left, let it show you what is right Picture yourself when now as a lil' youngin', an Oxon Hill youngin' numbing down the pain, tryin' to see if he can feel something So much emotion, he just thought that he ain't feel nothin' He look up to God, he said, be patient, something's real comin' But he was never that patient, he kept his feelings complacent He had a mixture problems, he tried to make it adjacent But the problem was, he loved all of the pain he was facin' So even if he's close to better, he made sure he ain't make it But really, why? Why did he act tough when he wanted to cry Why did he make himself so toxic when he's the most lovin' guy Ain't no tellin', the only answer there is is in his eyes So let's go for a ride, seatbelts advised, in younger Destn's mind Granny's kitchen with all the lovin' and kissin', talkin' If you need to cry, you got somebody to listen We be talkin', playin' with toys, before we was playin' with women You seein' Destn, when he always showed you how he was feelin' See, that's the difference, but since we have a vision Pooda, tell me how you feel I feel that nobody will ever listen! I'm lost in my thoughts, have you noticed that I am missing? Have you seen that the glow that I had can no longer glisten I've been crossed so many times, I'm debatin' on if I'm Christian I don't see him I don't see the God that you're claimin' I heard the world is mine, but if that's true, then how did he make it I can't fake it, my beleif about your existence has faded, how could you put me through some things that made me sad and degraded I just want peace, and healing for some wounds that I can't speak on in this piece And hope that all my dreams are not unreal or out of reach And if I make it out, I have a lesson I can teach Tell him I want peace, and healing for some wounds that I can't speak on in this piece And hope that all my dreams are not unreal or out of reach And if I make it out, I have a lesson I can teach I realized after that, I'd never be the same Realized through time, I was embedded in my pain And now I'm toxic, and now sadly, I cause other people pain The things that make me go insane Is I said, I'd never be the same I love big but When I love sometimes, they use my love in vain I want trust, but when I trust them, then they play me like a game I'm sorry, love Sorry that when you love me, I push away Just live it up Had to give a P-O-V inside my brain That's why, Im me, these girls don't know Destn They know H-O-D They don't know my birthday They know the day they wanna link Now a youngin' gotta think Why the heck, when someone loves, you push away like something stinks Why the heck, you insecure when people talkin' to your stink Why the heck, when you love big, you beat that thing up till it shrinks Probably did, cause you seen crazy things can happen if you blink Probably did, from all the times you seen your mother take that drink Probably did, cause I seen what can happen when you love things H-O-D, you hear me Said in stone How many motherf*****s did it take to make my broken home I just wanted to be alone seen demons and my family known I can't mind my business when someone's hurtin' who made my own Pooda wasn't ludicrous y'all made Pooda truth to this My pain cannot refrain the strain my heart has made to do this I wish I could just worry about doin' good at school and sh** Cryin' on my knees Look up to God like I'm a Budapest I probably now got Buda pissed Cause on my good behavior, and hard labor died when doing this The life of tryin' to tool and fix, the life of tryin' to put everyone first except for you, and sh** The life of a suburban slash youngin' ain't shootin' none of this I am Romeo Infatuated with the pretty girls with pretty toes I'm kinda playa Pooda hate me cause I'm one of those Had to tell Im chill cause I'm a piece of him like dominoes I'm too worried about these girls I should be busy on the road Worry about my music and not worry about no couple goals Get up on these money goals and probably book a couple shows But I get too distracted by these women I'm a walkin' rose Certified ladies, man Might just call me Dapper-Dan, mothers say I'm cool I told this one to call me ceiling fan Love the way they walk so pretty and I love the way they stand Trackin' me at school I been told I love the department dance I just realized I gotta get myself a H.O.D Romeo, wait Pooda, you asked how many people did it take for us to break? Way too many It was too much love that transferred into envy so much damage we split up because this is a hole that's empty It was plenty people that we could've blamed Plenty people we could make the reason why we're the same person We're four names Pooda, there's pain, but bro, we had to change Still on the road to riches we just had to switch some lanes And I don't mean to break our heart, but it's so much to gain Kinda what happens when our love is always played as games Changed person with the same name So even if it's strange and it don't make sense to change, just rearrange it I realized it was a lot of times I'm real, but other ones was faking I had different types of visions I ain't see you hating See, my problem is I love to give out help and saving So when I had to help myself, I gave out all my saving It was sunny, but my mind was always pouring raining I realized the ones around me was extremely draining I had so many day ones start to fake and changing I used to sit up in that Nissan now look where we came in I'm up in the hills We ain't low on money we on time to pay them bills Ain't no more construction Grandpa, stop touching them drills Y'all said I was the light so let me shine so y'all can heal It's so much stuff that happened you can't tell me how to feel I just had to learn to turn my heart to Guarded steel Bought to buy my granny house with all $100 bills Buy my mom a car and take her out on fancy meals Because legends never die That's why I did it off them pills I just want peace And healings for some wounds that I can't speak on in this piece And hope that all my dreams are not unreal or out of reach And if I make it out, I have a lesson I can teach I don't care about the streets, the mind of me
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