Suicidal Thoughts
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I don't know what to say right now, I can't think My mind is jumbled, and I feel so troubled I got these suicidal thoughts Just listen I wanna write a song, but I dunno what to write I'm feeling real low, I'm so tired of this fight And my girl don't wanna let me out of her sight Coz if I get the chance, I'd turn out the light My heart is full of pain, my head filled with stress This art is no game, it helps when I'm depressed Man, I get so afraid, when I shout, I'm upset Sadness turns to anger, to you I could be a threat Both my hands are in a fist, but I'd never hurt you If I'm not cutting my wrists, now I've left the room They say writing is my gift, I guess that'll end soon Coz I don't want to exist, but that is nothing new When my girl is asleep, the voices shout out loud Telling things I shouldn't do, coz nobody is around I've gotta hold back this, I can't let myself down I feel scared, I'm afraid, but I will not make a sound I don't know how much time I've got left Tomorrow could be the day of my death Don't know how much longer I can go on I'm drinking some wine as I write this song Lost in the moment, like I'm frozen in time Cut myself open, forget about these rhymes My suicidal thoughts, are becoming too much I'm tryna be strong, but I don't even feel tough I wanna be strong, but I dunno how to fight I feel so alone, I'm losing sleep another night I make up lies, and instead tell them I'm fine But my mind is a scary place, I've got thoughts of suicide And these are true lyrics, they come from my heart I only write music when I feel like I'm giving up I'm letting out my tears, with a knife I cut my arms I wish I could control myself, maybe I could restart But life is not a video game, it's like a box of treats With flashbacks in my head, my mind can't get sleep My legs are so drained, my whole body feels so weak I'm alive but feel dead, like I'm numb so I cut deep And when I'm here in the studio, I can rap this all out I can't do it at home, alone, coz I'll just break down I'm told if I take care of things, they will work out But if I ruin what I have, I'll needa learn to live without I don't know how much time I've got left Tomorrow could be the day of my death Don't know how much longer I can go on I'm drinking some wine as I write this song Lost in the moment, like I'm frozen in time Cut myself open, forget about these rhymes My suicidal thoughts, are becoming too much I'm tryna be strong, but I don't even feel tough Now, I'm smoking a bong, I'm just tryna get high And I drink to get drunk, then go for a drive Voices say I don't belong, and I should just die And you sit listening along, hoping that I'll be alright Darkness around, covers me like a blanket of mist The act of self-harm, as blood drips from my wrist No energy to do the things, that bring me happiness With no motivation, I'm sorry, I think suicide I'll commit Some days I smile, I would hide, put on a disguise For a while, I would get high, to show I'm just fine I force smiles, hoping you believe the lie 'I'm fine' Bcoz it's just too hard to explain, what's really on my mind But at night back home, thoughts come back to me My body shivers, I'm alone, staring out towards a tree I bought rope, tied a noose, thinking tonight it'll be This is why I can't be alone, and most nights I can't sleep I don't know how much time I've got left Tomorrow could be the day of my death Don't know how much longer I can go on I'm drinking some wine as I write this song Lost in the moment, like I'm frozen in time Cut myself open, forget about these rhymes My suicidal thoughts, are becoming too much I'm tryna be strong, but I don't even feel tough
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