Freestyle I

Good morning beautiful people of America If you're listening to this right now I am still home Broke as fuck and thinking of something else to write How many people get to chasing their dreams You know what it seems that fear has the ultimate scheme It slides in yo heart and make you start shun your whole vision A mental division Battle between the mind and soul that's living in him Skepticism Pessimism Doubt and Depression hitting Questioning questions about the route you decide to fit in Like Can I really take my time and ace these next few classes for my masters Or get this promotion I been kicking asses I been working I been grinding Its a hustle I been shining Put in muscle and yo mental on your goals and you might still fail Damn But that don't make you any lesser Expect to fail to get your shine like Nikolai Tesla Or Jordan back in high school he got cut from the team Or Lauryn Hill in her youth when she got booed off the scene See all I'm saying is that it's time to wake up No matter what you been doing it's time to rise so high that if you fall you still stay up So here's a glimpse into my story Shelter to shelter depression was standing right here before me Moms wanted better sent me to college but It ain't for me Probation the 2nd semester It all felt too boring Damn Suspension the next Fam telling me I'm a failure So I stuck to the music They watching me bloom like azaleas Went back to college and bust my 1st degree out Came back broke as fuck Still ain't got my degree now I went from selling 8ths for 35 Paying rent with the herbs and a security job Hiding in closets Wasn't doing shit on my shifts Except for listening to beats and penning down these hits See I would work from night to morning Head to class no sleep Just steady yawning Kept my head in the books Opportunities just can't be wasted And even back then, when I was doing all that I can, see I could feel my soul getting irritated Now fast forward to current me Quit my job I'm tired of giving everything else belief This music shit is what my soul been telling me to focus on Mind was like wait Heart said shut up and participate If I could get these 3 to agree tell me what's stopping me When they said that all I need was faith the size of a poppy seed Went through a lot of shit so if you ever see me in the streets just look up to me Throw up your 3's and scream "What's going on"