Search results for 'diary by funeral for a friend' Page #38

pavement
Lookm for something hark enough to hit you in your face with
[Proof]
And then I grab you by your neck
And dom my bullet loose
Trapped in

connection, now we more than friends
Reminisce, all that time we spent had led to this
After classes, didn't know what there was to do
I would go wandering with

mouths for for you it's hot air

I wasn't cool in high school yeah always felt like a loser
Got played by this one girl left me feelin like a boomer
She

throwing
(for real)
I got bitches trying to skip the line
They conceited
(I swear)
I just finished fucking on her friend
She can’t believe it
(It’s gone)
I

with all my friends
Old days (wee)
Old ways
yachta yachta yachta we're tryna get paid
yachta yachta yachta we're just tryna get laid
Feeling like my

a bedpan
Never really got to live enough
cnd I could never play by the rules
This be for the grown and sexy
Put a blizzy in the air then let loose
I'm tryna

my arms
Tell my friends I can't come over
It's too much over overcome
Speaking life into myself
The pain rolling off tongue
Ironically I can't feel it

that's my birthday month and now my son's the same
So he could turn up but he's excited for toys and video games
I love how life has changed
Closer to God,

greedy
Go crazy like breezy
My Rachael and Phoebe
Are friends in bikinis
So just expect for me to flex
Grant a wish like I'm a genie
I'll call your ex your

yeah
I can't help but feel like my body going numb
Every day it's chaos, it's so hard to not get dumb
It's so hard for me to not feel like I'm loved by

Gates, Boogie, finna change my name to Funeral It's been a minute, let me tell you how I'm
doing though
Took a couple L's, but I know the M's coming

why
(Oh Lord can you tell me why?)

I been broke and broken for some days now
It's cloudy days I don't see the sun rays now
It's Hurricane and tornados

they bad but they nothin like boo tho
Had to let a few go
Old habits die slow thats per usual 
Welcome to the funeral

Lord bless us all for we are

Death on top death
Bodies on top of bodies
Funerals for the other side, we consider that parties
I was never really outside
But nah wasn't really inside

smoked
You betta ask about me
YBP known to murder beats
By any means crush all opps
And any enemies
Show up at your funeral front row
Yelling rest in piece

called friend. Chronic 
madness. That's one of the traps to fall in. cs for 
Walt Gonzales you'd have never known. Of all addictions he 
left alone, cause

Yes
The funeral, baby
I have made the decision not to answer your calls
‘Cause I put everything out there, and I got nothing at all
It seems

I remember wen that bill was due, a nigha had to go get that paper up
Sis cudnt do it all by herself, by any means I had go run it up
Trying

if I just play it safe
What do you gain when you lie? there ain't no shame if you cry
Cause I done dropped a couple tears for all my friends that had

Max your my best friend and my big brother, Holly you're my sister and my second mother
Phillip helped me out when I had no other
And for a mother, I

brother hit by a car and you spared his life 
Other side flipped when my friend took his life 
Next speaking at his funeral
About life is short capture

country where the military's disrespected
I live in nation, which doesn't feel the obligation
I live in place, where the maps from apple didn't reach for

Passin' by your city
You should come and kick it with me (And um)
I think you pretty, girl
Like somethin' out of videos
Of sunsets, they beautiful

They'll steal your whole style, run off and collect
I got a homie up top now, he call me collect
His best friend fuckin his ex, I know he upset
But I told