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Trying to be a better Christian
Trying to have a better way of thinking
Tryna keep faith and stop the sinking
Christ is clenching my thirst so I'm drinking

I have - and I have a few things
Everything that I have is by the grace of God
Understand that...

I'm a blood drinking, body eating sinner but I'm

that ten-by-ten-by-ten
Then I got lost inside my mind, echoing inside my head
Now I'm stuck here in the blue, and I don't know what to do
Cause I'll say

you out that door
I know you battle with yourself, but there's a bigger war 
You've gotta trust me. I Am who Am, The Lord 
You've gotta be kidding me

you i'm a fiend for your love
But I think i've had enough
I know that you need someone
Told her you don't need these drugs
No no
Said you just need

Hellcats and Trackhawks
That's how we brought them demons through
Lord knows I love my blood
But ima spray them Nipsey blue
When I was broke
And I

Sahn Dahn Boo Clique
Yeah time goes by
Walking through this city streets as time flies by
I got my timbs on so you know a nigga real fly
Tears of New

even really have a purpose
Lord knows I try to be worth it
Got a sense it just ain't working
Fuck happiness I'm done searching
Ima let it come find me

phase ya
(let em phase ya)
Mind on the paper working like a fucking calculator
Thick skin like a alligator
lord knows I only wanna do this shit major

being here?
Who knows?
One day I hope to, once I leave this globe
But do I do it on my own time?
Or wait around until it surprises me
Like I'm diggin'

I know I messed up with the feds 
I’m tryna change ways 
And use my head

I don’t wan' end up 
in jail or dead 

So Lord lend me a helping hand 
Show

that ya'll niggas hating on
I'm never home that's why they thinking that I'm on a tour
Serial killer, they looking for me, tell them I'm by the store

the burning inside of my soul
I know the pain he gave me a voice
You know the truth I'll do what I'm told
Give me a reason I'm feeling alone
Drinking away

shining, yeah
Niggas out here winning and be lying
Thinking that they're high-end
You don't know feeling 'til you're feeling on her bra-sizing
And she

I'm on my own right now
I just tell the truth cuz I don't even care that much to lie
When times get tough babygirl I need you by my side
Just stay

change, when you willing to die today
You ain't focused on what's sweet, when you know it's a higher stay
I ain't saying I'm perfect now, I'm chasing

have to many thoughts up in my brain 
cnd every time I try to fight it off 
I just want to go insane 
I know eventually I'll probably fucking lose it

to the lord for some guidance onto my life, my life
I just need a pen and a paper
Pen and a paper
Pen and a paper

I know I'm blessed,even if I'm dealing with

You move with your head to the ground
Dragging pain in your heart
When you know the Lord says

My body kinda tired feel like giving up on life
Still I'm

I'm trying to justify
But your Ma-Ma-Ma was by my side, with sunken eyes, every time
Can't wait to see her face when you old enough to read them

on a lie
It was made up
By a so-called prophet guy
I wrote a whole rap
About the story I was told
But now I know a bit more
Sit back and behold

Joseph Smith

the new Satan
Ballin' on niggas, surprised 'em like Calvin Cambridge
But Lord knows when I shoot my shot
That shit was a brick
They hating on me still, they

my bottle
Can't keep drinking forever
Odyssey helped me get out
The hate from within
Help me escape a dark place
That my mind was trapped in
Now I'm

Yea
Come on
You already know who it is by now
But in case you dont
DJ Kameo
Got the dope
Got the dope
Got the dope sauce all around me
Drippin in it