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It's been almost a year since I've picked up a pen
A year of sleep, unwilling to abandon the den
Uneasy to make the first step again
Against my

I've been trying to be the real me
So I pray that shit won't take me away
From my families and Friends
And from the real ones who care

This is my

a
Magical appearance Voilà!
Conversations getting deep
When we're supposed to be sleep
Going back in our past
And how it molds our beliefs
I've seen
All

straight
Far too long i've been a pawn in your games
Yeah its my fault cuz i thought you would change

But i was taught a lesson
You're still immature

popping
Nigga tried to stop
On my mama
I'm coming clutching
I've been everywhere
And everywhere I gotta get it
You gotta lurk with the winning team
We

in, a local rappers nemesis
Play our music side by side it's very clear I'm eminent
I do this all alone so here's my testament
I put in work, then get

smooth
Look what I've been through Hip hop until my heartbeat decreases
But I live forever in these scripted reasons To keep on dreaming as long as I'm

pardon me for staying the same
There's things that I've been working on, but I don't do it for you
Claim I hurt or do you wrong, I'm only telling the truth

God gonna save me
Trying to find my emotion is like trying to find Atlantis in the Atlantic Ocean
I've been going and growing but I haven't found a home

something flew to the big city state and ran through sessions
With some of the coolest and witty faces I've ever met with
But hearing you're doing great

know what i've been feeling
Every emotion I have is fleeting leaving me empty drowned and dreary
Why is it so important for me to understand when these

good, yeah, I'm feeling so good
Bleeding it and bleeding it and bleeding it and bleeding it out

You see, this music I've been bleeding energize me more

and candy too
Well that's too slow
and I want you to know
All these changes I've been going through

I can't sleep at night 
I can't eat right 
and my heart

our hands up and we ready to brawl
Cause we feeling like kings when we walk through the storm
Have a picture with me better frame it
It's going to be

a trip going out to mars
Make it super special go ahead and rip the cart
I deal with the hand I got no need to change the cards
But if you changing up

Lately in my face you see I'm going thru it
Couldn't learn my lesson til I was forced to do it
Ridiculed for bad choices I chose a few
Smarter now

Worry about yours, I'll worry about mines
Cut from a different cloth than the rest of 'em
I promised my family I'd get the best of 'em
Lately I've been

wanna pay
I just want to stay I want you to stay
for yo love Baby.  for yo love Baby 

I've been standing round 
10 toes on the ground. 
Tryna get yo love

gained inspiration from when Em went sober
Going through changes, I know that it's hard
Like when the monster attacks, frightens and scars
But I'm stronger

no mistake
I spit poetry
You hear my voice and you know it's me
Coming out my shell yeah I'm Togepi
I've been through hell thanks for noticing
Songs I

Why am I here? Where do I begin?
Always faking a smile 'cause I gotta pretend everything will be okay

I been plagued by suicide since the age of 13

For all mothers day
For all the mothers alive
and all the mothers that have passed away
This one is for you
Going on back waiting for the coming
Back

such a test
Don't fail em all

Get your demons off your chest
An, put down the smith an Wesson
Thinkin bout my death
Was my new default

Going through

when I'm not with you
But that's why I have to go and face what I've been going through

I had what I wanted and lost everything, 
I'm no longer