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back automatics galore
I attack fore they start
Been caught lackin before
I got stabbed by the car
Thought death had me for sure
Still goin in pockets

some hype 

My whole life I’ve had to make it through terrible nights 
 Around gun fire, drive bys by the time i was 5
Now I’m 24 and I’m homeless what

tried so many times
Watching my days just pass me by
Cause something's killing me from the inside
I've been suffocating here for a long time
I think

end
I gave you my heart but the world has turned it all to dust
Without you by my side, tell me, who can I trust

Who the hell am I supposed to turn

fashion that I'm actually embraced
I've been writing down my options
Taking time with my faith deciding what statements to respond with
I can see in they

But fuck a hater man I still got my fam' around
Look around ma there's none like me
Man I've been grinding since we used to rock them long white tees

here tell me about the sky
Maybe I'm hallucinating, hyperventilating
If you asked me now then I couldn't tell you why

I've been sitting here too long by

been brainwashed
Yeah your brain is hollow
It's like some of these rappers 
Ya got shit for brains
Open your mouth
It's nothing but stains
But you still

and mo' beers pull up in ghost, the windows, they tinted

The look on they face got em so scared Motion, I've been going through the most shit
So high, I

fire
Gotta get by, let's get this shit hot
I cannot be wasting no time
I've been at this shit for a while
You say that you put in the work
Boy, you know

through its so elegant 
I been taking these drugs just like medicine 
I been talking my shit the Old Testament 
These people think I am so arrogant
Ima just

rather go to war for peace
War will unleash peace in my spirit
In my heart
Im sending these weak ass rappers back to where I've been the last 25 years

have been left in the past.
Those years flew by awfully fast.

Man you ain't a friend, or a fan, your not even an enemy
You hella ain't family
Your

of real ignorance and fake emotion
Damn
And I still feel like I'm only going through the motions
And I love my mama, man, go ahead and quote it
But would I

that it fades
A little bit more every day
Until the day It's been replaced
By animosity
This garden sown between us
From seeds that we believed in
Too

to conclusion that I'ma be reclusive
I've been through shit, feel like I'ma lose it
And I'm the paragon of ni**as being slept on
If I get on my limit and I kill

or else I'm a goner
When did my hair change color?
Am I strange? Please tell me I've always wondered
Yes, call me crazy but I think that I'm going under

space
And I ain’t here to buy what these females selling
I’m really just looking for change
If you get what I’m getting at
Spit it back
I’m going crazy

straight up trash (straight up trash)
Yeah, leaves you with a negative balance keeps you coming back
See I've been down that Road before just trying to help

and it's the Brighter side
Flyin' through sky
Hope my music is a crutch
That gets people up
That's why I love this stuff
Yeah my life been rough
But I know

been off the socials, I've been working on the mental
Cause they be typing to me like they bout to grip the metal
Making escape plan, thinking bout

for me to wake up and shit 

Moms going through it and it’s true 
I wish that I could have enough cash to help you 
That’s the shit that weighs on my

of niggaz thats all in
Forever I been fallin
This past year, climbing
Tryna change the climate
Listen don’t speak, been moving in silence
Say what you gotta

Baked like a bean by canal I'm strolling
Lost my heart
Don't know where my home is
Ay
Been doing my music
In hopes that i grow it
I'm on a mission its