Lyrics:
I let the rest of ya'll pen that
Insecurity brags and I've been that
V.I.P. with Lebron James, I'm in that
So, I don't need a hug from Hip-Hop
You die in my head tonight
You left all these chains holding me so tight
Well
You left
A stain in me
Remembering you by everything I see
Yeah
You die
battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize
Shallow me
Drowning you
In a shallow sea
Sinking in a counterfeit reality
Consumed by your expectations
Nothing feels like home
How can you hate what you
been takin' by this angel
I, To many insecurities that won't
Allow me to trust
Why not protect us from love
If they’re angels?
My hearts been taking by
the market
Artificial life in the marketplace
Epic ballads by the musical whores (right)
Life is boring, so project theirs onto yours (right)
Hear
to keep you
I just hope you'll stay
I never know what thought my mind will leap to
These times I'm by myself and you're away
I can't let my insecurities
from wars
Isolated by your walls
But this bunker is so dark and cold
You'll never see the sunlight shine
Insecurities blow your mind
When you feel like
Feed me my own insecurities
I starve for your love
Checked the mirror, thought I saw someone
But I only saw myself
Fed me like I was a stranger
Like
I'm breathing a different kind of atmosphere down here
I'm feeling as safe as a baby in a room with a grown up kid
I no longer need to worry
By
trying to let you know what you’re taking on by getting under me
And I know, it’s a lot but I own my insecurities
And at least I admit it
At least I don’t
leave for like three months and six days
Never stick around to see shit change
Get lil' updates, texts in my inboxes have been poppin'
Seasons go by
A monster I won't forget
Anxiety
Insecurities haunting
They won't let me be
Fear of judgment
It's consuming me
Voices whispering
Mocking every step I take
flexing insecurities
Don't lie to me
I know you don't mean it when
You say you happy for me and honestly
I know that you hate it when
You see im fine by
a message
A message of danger
Where are you going?
To the other side of mourning
You'll see me before the dawn
An illusion of nudity painted by harsh light
weather
weather?
And wreak havoc on our psyches
And make it that much harder just to love me
What if you're eaten alive by insecurities and my arms cannot
insecurities
Being held back by my neurosis
I'm just one big fucking mess
Decay
Or blossom
Spiraling
I'm everything I wish I wasn't
I am everything I wish I
Insecurity keeps me up at night
How you loving me?
When I'm not alright
Day by day
Man this shits a fight
Stay by my side yuh
I've been alone for too
Healing in the closet
I can hardly remember all of my feelings
Tourniquet tightening lovingly
In the spaces insecurities
Like empty books
Will I ever find a future
If I'm stuck in the past?
We held on so tight
But life just whirred by so fast
How did I get here
With these broken
wasn't good enough and having low self esteem
Me
Dealing with jealousy while facing insecurities
Me
And breaking hearts with infidelity
Me
The strength
I wish that I could help you
But I can't even help myself
Bound by mental health
'Cause all these years I've tried
And I know I could do better
But
the truth that brought you up
Choking up, spitting out
Regressive muscle memory
Controlled and condemned by angry souls
Non-existent benevolence
Worship your
I'm stuck between this rock
And that hard place
You know i always have
To learn the hard way
I always settle for
(These insecurities are driving me
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