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I keep sitting here waiting for something 
But I know nothing has happened
Yes, I know nothing will happen

But I'll keep sitting here waiting for you 
Though I won't do much about it
No I don't do much about it

Cause, I have only loved without confession
I'd rather settle for a never ending stream of self-questioning

And you are just another
That I'll lose because I didn't want to bother

And how sad 
Is it that
I suffice for friendship

I've never been good at being honest 
Or at least with my feelings
No I'd have a hard time dealing

I've never quite gotten just how one 
Could be so brave and oh so bold 
To share their love at ten years old

Cause, I have only loved without confession
I'd rather settle for a never ending stream of self-questioning

And you are just another
That I'll lose because I didn't want to bother

And how sad 
Is it that
I suffice for friendship

Though I've longed to be that kind of person 
Who doesn't care of feel a burden
But no, I haven't gotten there yet 

But I hope one day I'll find myself
Loving another so much I'll share with the other 
How I feel

Cause, I have only loved without confession
I'd rather settle for a never ending stream of self-questioning

And you are just another
That I'll lose because I didn't want to bother

And how sad 
Is it that
I suffice for friendship

I keep sitting here waiting for something
But I know nothing will happen
Yes, I know nothing has happened
But I'll keep sitting here waiting for you
Though I won't do much about it
No, I don't do much about it

'Cause, I have only loved without confession
I'd rather settle for a never ending stream of self-questioning
And you are just another
That I'll lose because I didn't want to bother

And how sad
Is it that
I suffice for friendship

I've never been good at being honest
No, at least not with my feelings
Oh I'd have a hard time dealing
I've never quite gotten just how one
Could be so brave and, oh, so bold
To share their love at ten years old

'Cause, I have only loved without confession
I'd rather settle for a never ending stream of self-questioning
And you are just another
That I'll lose because I didn't want to bother

And how sad
Is it that
I suffice for friendship

Though I've longed to be that kind of person
Who doesn't care or feel a burden
But no, I haven't gotten there yet
But I hope one day I'll find myself
Loving another so much I'll share with the other
How I feel

'Cause, I have only loved without confession
I'd rather settle for a never ending stream of self-questioning
And you are just another
That I'll lose because I didn't want to bother

And how sad
Is it that
I suffice for friendship

Two years in the dark
Self-questioning, constantly second-guessing
Everything I knew
So justified
In Being alone
Too soon
Ooohhh
But now I feel so
Reborn
Restored
I slip off my robe
I get in the bath
The water caresses .

Contemplate all myriad possibilities
Astral burdens selfquestioning
'Till infinity

Lose one's leg
Amputation's been bad
For amputated souls
No prosthesis for that

If you make it
Contingent on time
Feel the need for infringement on these minds
Look in the abyss
Abyss looks at you
Have to be a friend of the unknown
What would you do ?

Prison of thoughts

How can I silence the voices in my head
So many questions
So many worries
No time for answers
Tales and stories

Only in your dreams you will find reality
You’re lost in a desert
Of hurtful self-questioning
Constantly tortured
by your own scenes

Memories resurging
Long lost pages found
Your consciousness is fading
as your body reach for the ground

Burning crosses
Dying souls
Rain in heaven
Losing control
Blood on water
Fragile hope
Empty bodies
Empty thrones

Wake up from the illusion you’ve been living
Stare into the world you’ve been blind
Take the mask that you keep on using
Break the shell that took you from your life
Strange sensations surround my soul
Transcendent experience of existing
This prison of thoughts I once called home
A long lost shelter I’ve used to roam

My subconsciousness locked me in
My darkest secrets hunting me
Am losing?

I've been up to no good
Can't get enough of this feeling
It's like I do what I should
While looking up at the ceiling

Doors won't stay open forever
As eyes can stay shut
Tryin to keep up the endeavour
Yet I'm scared to my bones

Shying away from it
But I just want to break free
From the chains
Make myself heard
With my feet on the ground, my mind's gone astray
I wait

Drowning in a sea of self questioning
I want to explode I want to hide my pain
Let me tell my story then I'll go my way
Winding roads and broken words are flickering

Fundamentally torn
As I'm starting to daydream
Time goes by like a clock
Vivid, pushing undying
Nothing will bring back the years
I've hid in my shell
It's those dissonant dreams
That I know all too well

Taking my sweet time
But I just want to break free
From the chains
Make myself heard
With my feet on the ground, my mind's gone astray
I wait

Drowning in a sea of self questioning
I want to explode I want to hide my pain
Let me tell my story then I'll go my way
Winding roads and broken words are flickering

Where, where, where
Could I find hope
Over there
Over here
No one knows
No destination, don't need a pathfinder
World is a city, and my brain is a cab driver
Sad wires in my database
Half my mind says to fade away
But the last thing I'd wanna be is like everybody else
Bottled up my tears but depression didn't sell
Festered up professing till confessing needing help
Got worse trying to better fix my self
Questioning things since 8 or 4
I'll find life's answer when 84
It's a game but you don't gotta play to score
Just thing after thing, ain't gotta say it's a chore
And make it boring, but just do the tasks
This that, keep moving don't get too attached
If present, then it won't go by too fast
Ain't gotta be racing to the cash
End goal extends end after end
And the end goal extends if it doesn't exist
If it's all this, then this is all it is
If this is what it is, then when and where is "what"
Where, where, where
Could I find hope
There, there, there
No one knows
No destination, don't need a pathfinder
World is a city, and my brain is a cab driver
Sad wires in my database
Half my mind says to fade away
But the last thing I'd wanna be is like everybody else
Bottled up my tears but depression didn't sell
Festered up professing till confessing needing help
Got worse trying to better fix my self
Questioning things since 8 or 4
Everything I do, say it's
Metaphorical
Heard the message from the oracle
It said, all the music always more to go
Aye don't you forfeit yo

Yeah
What should I even say
If God got a plan for me
Then he gone make a way
I found my self questioning you
I won't retaliate
You could've gave me a silver spoon
You gave me paper plates
But ain mad at you
You taught me so many lessons when I was ass backwards
When I was stressing I fought depression
I won my last battle
Too much aggression a evil weapon
Yeah that's a sad matter
You a wolf so what you after?

cbhi i have started 
On this path 
There's long way to go
But i am focused 
On my goals 
Chinta mat le bro 
Jo has rahe mujhpe
Unko Hasne do 
I'll do my work 
Baaki nhi bas me
 Toh
Mai Chalu aage 
Zindagi ke uljhe 
Hue dhaage 
Saare apne 
Past se kyu bhaage 
Kyu na use kare use
Badne ke lie aage 
Chahe jitna bhi miljae 
Phir bhi humesha 
Hum Kyu maange 

Self doubt self questioning 
Every time 
I'm with myself
 I clways keep thinking
That i might 
Need some help
cnd i am trying to 
Yell 
Standing on the roof 
I put a mask
On my face 
So i got no proof 

Itne time baad
 Found a reason 
To smile 
But it 
Won't last long 
I'll be back 
Where i belong 
Kyu na tabtak 
Jeelu mai is pal ko 
Is smile ko karu cherish 
Side rakh ke 
cpne kal ko 

Zindagi ki kashmakash me 
Raha huu dub
I am fighting my demons 
I'm Finding the truth
Everytime i am angry 
I go speak in the booth 

I remember your face 
Everytime i see the moon 
Sorry I couldn't 
But I'll see u soon


cnd I am gone

Put a mask on just to take a mask off
Questioning my self is it even worth the cost?
Cold fucking heart bitch I'm fucking Jack Frost
Persecute me crucify me on the cross
Put a mask on just to take a mask off
Questioning my self is it even worth the cost?

Trying to be honest with my self
Questioning everything that won’t be the same
Are you okay?
Long time, I’ve never heard about you again
After the toughest night in my life
And I hope you’re okay

And right now, I’m still dreaming that I’m still with you
And right now, I’m still thinking of you
Walking on a long and winding road
Would it be let it be?

CUTENESS IS MY WEAPON NOW
I WILL NOT FORGET MYSELF
CUTENESS IS MY WEAPON NOW
I WILL NOT FORGET MY HEALTH

can I be cute 
will you think I'm insecure?
may i be both, 
questioning and self-assured 
questioning and self assured 

may I be soft
no need to prove I am strong
ask for your help
if I can't do it on my own
i dare you to be cute too

People say that I 
need more confidence 
just because I'm kind doesnt mean
I'm less capable

CUTENESS IS MY WEAPON NOW
I WILL NOT FORGET MYSELF
CUTENESS IS MY WEAPON NOW
I WILL NOT FORGET MY HEALTH

i am high on self-care
all my friends are 
angels, they deserve the world
i feel so cute, when I am with u 
cuteness is my weapon now

i care for you 
i keep me safe as well
and if we fail 
I know we'll start again 
promise myself
i will not forget my health 
i will not forget myself 
cuteness is my weapon now 
cuteness is my weapon now 
cuteness is my weapon now 


can i be cute 
will you think 
I'm insecure 

CUTENESS IS MY WEAPON NOW
I WILL NOT FORGET MYSELF
CUTENESS IS MY WEAPON NOW
I WILL NOT FORGET MY HEALTH

i am high on self-care
all my friends are 
angels, they deserve the world
i feel so cute, when I am with u 
cuteness is my weapon now

Well, I walked outside today, to find you
You were on your same old things, again
But this time I believe you have gone to far
'Cause they're lying there in a puddle of their blood
You don't care about anyone
You don't care about anything
You only care about your fucking self
And you will die alone, die alone
Now you're lying there in your own self pitty
Questioning how to get out of this
Well my girl I've got some bad news for you
You're all alone and they're breaking down your door.

How come I shiver, hurt and bleed
If in dreams I cannot truly feel
Who would dare say, who would claim
This hallucination isn't real

Synaptical glitch looking glass
So enticing, real and free of lies
Prodigious, omnifarious
In nourishes, it feeds my starving eyes

Artificial the catalyst
Organic its progeny
Voracious spectral offspring
So sweet in its hunger
Unbound this new vision
Optical regenesis
Threatening
So complete in beautiful deformity

These authoritive visions order my collective senses
My questioning, doubtful, rigid self to kneel
A Judas syndrome in effect
Former self the deceiver
Its denial the wretched kiss
That kept this in disguise

Cast off, the concealing veil
The rational cloak of doubt
Torn off, the restraints
The blinded's shackles
Burned away, the agony, the fear, the grief
A new set of eyes cleansed by a new belief

PRE-CHORUS

I'm on the road driving alone
With an endless mission
I'm a happy fella on my own
 

CHORUS

Mission to find me
Until I'm questioning again
Self caring is a gain
See that's how I've got the key
Mission to find me

Oh no I can't see
Oh no I can't breathe
I'm about to reach my fucking breaking point and I mean
All things that I say
There goes by not a day
Where I don't wanna end it all and pack my things and run away
We know that we ain't gonna make it now
Ain't gonna make it out alive
We know that we ain't gonna make it now
My heart it bleeds just for you
I find my self questioning
I find my mind beckoning
Wether I should give it up or drown myself in my sin
Hang me up by a thread
Please leave me for dead
Cuz I can't seem to get the fucking noise out of my head
We know that we ain't gonna make it now
Ain't gonna make it out alive
We know that we ain't gonna make it now
My heart it bleeds just for you
Yeah
Oh can you feel it
Cuz I can feel it
It's fucking painful
It's burning me alive
Oh can you feel it
Cuz I can feel it
It's fucking painful
It's burning me alive
Oh can you feel it
Cuz I can feel it
It's fucking painful
It's burning me alive
Oh can you feel it
Cuz I can feel it
It's fucking painful
It's burning me alive
Oh can you feel it
Cuz I can feel it
It's fucking painful
It's burning me alive
Oh can you feel it
Cuz I can feel it
It's fucking painful
It's burning me alive
Oh can you feel it
Cuz I can feel it
It's fucking painful
It's burning me alive
Burning me alive
Burning me alive
Burning me alive
Burning me alive

I live in a world
Where judging is a lifestyle
A mindset kinda old
We erase the unknown file

What have made the homeless
For you to be regardless
You could just say hello
And not be a hoe

This woman kinda ugly
What the point of saying this
Try to know her
You'll find the beauty in her heart

The clocks are running
Pretend to not following
The best they're trying

Not self questioning
Tired to fake all my feeling

Fill the void in my head
Don't motivate them

Erase the jugement that I made
You'll juste become like all of them

They have to change
They only hurt themselves

Tired to fake more than everything i feel

All the voices in my head
Crying for help

Don't judge what they make
Discriminate don't keep you safe

You do not love yourself
You reduce juste to be loved

No
If you think about it
Judging can't be erase
If you really want to fit in
It's a necessary thing

I don't want to be like a stranger
Being different from the others
You're the nail blocking the gear
Not following brings fear

Suit and tie to be professional
American dream should be the norm
A life divided in sections
Stay in touch with conventions

All we do an all we shown
Same as military dorm
For you we're just clones
Be the main story on your own

Art and graff, laugh your thought
People watch but are still impress of what you got

Be the main story on your own

The clocks are running
Pretend to not following
The best they're trying

Fill the void in my head
Don't motivate them

Erase the jugement that i made
You'll juste become like all of them

They have to change
They only hurt themselves

Tired to fake more than everything i feel

All the voices in my head
Crying for help

Don't judge what they make
Discriminate don't keep you safe

You do not love yourself
You reduce juste to be loved

Six feet deep without a trial or a canvas
See where I'm standing

We need to fix this man
This is ridiculous man

I fled the city, just in case it all falls down
Never wouldve thought about the fact
Everything comes back around
Don't look, I hear em' callin' out
Seems we're numbered down
How sad to have to run away
Cause' my homes never to be found

I'm battling my inner self
Questioning my mental health
Taught life is a quest for wealth
My mind is destined for hell

Wish I could ask you for help
Fall back after singles steps
So I'm skipping up to get
Somewhere i'll be seen as well

Anything but something less
Even though its hopeless
How can I explain my disdain you cant focus
(You) Can't handle the truth without offense, I'm sugar coatin
Scared to pull the roots because your family members sewed it

I fled the city, just in case it all falls down
Never would've thought about the fact
Everything comes back around
Don't look, I hear em' callin' out
Seems we're numbered down
How sad to have to run away
Cause' my homes never to be found

Homes never to be found
No, no, no, no

Hope that we'll see this as a mistake and we'll change it
Hope that we'll see this as a mistake and we'll change it

I feel good when I’m on my grind
Wrapped in my life, letting my light shine
Beats, rhymes, and life, putting in that time
Trying to keep it going
This little light of mine
If I could, I’d stay in my bubble
Float away at the first sign of trouble
Keep out my space, you know I’m doing me
I’ll let you do you, individuality
Things are getting hard to ignore
Life is always creeping up
Knocking at your door
I’m feeling purged out
I try to close my mind
Shut the world out, this is my time
Don’t bring your problems
Don’t bring me your cross
I won’t bear your burdens
I’m no Jesus Christ
If you got issues, don't extend your hand
But these nights, never seem to go as planned
You heard them gunshots
You saw them kids cry
Tuning in every night, the news is on at five
And at six o'clock, back to flipping stations
Switching satellites to fictional situations
We invent problems, TNT knows drama
CBS told me how you met your mama
I got a Break Bad, then find something funny
Then they tell me how I got to spend my money
And in the meantime, far away from me
They got earthquakes, hurricanes tsunamis
Be a savior that’ll cost me five
Am I saint, give em ten, save a child’s life
It’s easy, just send a text
Make it simple, dumb it down
Then what’s next
Flip the station, stare at my set
Set my DVR, I’ve become the walking dead

That’s all people register
Too much truth then we
Drowning in this atmosphere
Tuning out the truth cause we
Don’t want to hear action’s too hard
And doing nothing’s so much easier
Hands up, don’t shoot, that’s the next anthem
Until we lose steam and
We forget about Ferguson
Or what about Trayvon, what about the mothers
What do you tell your black son
When you tuck him into covers
2014 what happened to our civil rights
People protesting like it’s '65
Even as I write this song
I'm questioning my own self
The finger I’m pointing is at
My own blood cells
But I’m a step to it, try to use the system
Twist it to my benefit and
Then offer up my wisdom
And in the meantime, I’m a deranged man
Cause' these nights never ever seem
To go as planned

You caught me 
I’m lying
I’ve never felt so insecure

And I don’t know
When it started 
No matter how much you assure

I don’t know
If I’m even cut out for this
It’s got me feeling 
Oh so sick

When the clouds come
With the riot
I feel it fighting in my skull
And you tell me 
It’s fine and 
I wanna crawl into a hole

I don’t know
Yeah, If im even cut out for this
It’s got me feeling 
Oh so sick

But you caught me I’m lying 
I’ve never felt so insecure
And I don’t know
When it started
No matter 
How much you assure

You caught me 
I’m lying 
I’ve never felt so insecure
And I don’t know
When it started
No matter 
How much you assure

It’s got me feeling 
Oh so sick 
Self defeated and I’m questioning 

Oh so sick 
(It’s got me feeling) 
Questioning
(It’s got me feeling)
Oh so sick
(Self-defeated)
Questioning 
It’s got me feeling
Oh so sick 
Self-defeated and 
I’m oh so sick

I dont wanna be this way
Questioning my self every day
Speaking the truth is a little messed up
Feeling kinda better when I'm all dressed up

I really want us to complete
looking at the others
can't compete
Speaking the truth is a little messed up
Feeling kinda better when I'm all dressed up

Nonsense

Neurosis

Short Wave Warfare

New time, wrong place, wrong face 
To get over there 
Forever spinning in faith
Unload, leave, state the law 
Expect the rest 
Stumbling down to grovel with the rest of us
Another life lost 
Just wanted to be 
Not too much 
Fall off the top and splash when you fall 
Eating the beaten path 
Taught the ways of self-destruction 
Questioning to the last

Être ton one and only, ta personne
Now you see me like nobody, comme personne
I plead, this ain't a confession
I bleed, from my depression
I don't want none of your compassion
Tu left sur un coup d'tête, juste pour ta satisfaction
Quand tu m'text, is it just a distraction
Ça m'dose de still have a sudden dose d'adrénaline
Each time, I smoke it's to get over the feeling
But it only brings up more self questioning
Qui se termine wishing I was just more disciplined
Can't prolong, no
Leave me all alone, oh
Endormi sous ma tombe, oh
Je vais vivre de ce broken bond
Can't prolong, no
Leave me all alone, oh
Endormi sous ma tombe, oh
Je vais vivre de ce broken bond
Guess wrong, I'm no better
Sundawn in the winter
Go long like the runner
Hit the bong, I'm a stoner
Now you gone, I'm a loner
Can't prolong forever
Like the sun in the solar
You've guessed wrong
Guess wrong, I'm no better
Sundawn in the winter
Go long like the runner
Hit the bong, I'm a stoner
Now you gone, I'm a loner
Can't prolong forever
Like the sun in the solar
You've guessed wrong
You remember when it was all so simple
November is never easy when single
Sometimes I hear you in some samples
Wondering if it's some kind of symbol
I'm going non stop in circles
Notre relation c'est comme puzzle
Ma solution c'est le musical hussle
But girl, I hope you already knew
Dans ce twisted world, you gotta find your own cures,
I've started to twist some words, to get over la rupture,
Keep the critical eye, sur le lyrical pride
No cynical lie, it' just my pitiful life
Can't prolong, no
Leave me all alone, oh
Endormi sous ma tombe, oh
Je vais vivre de ce broken bond
Can't prolong, no
Leave me all alone, oh
Endormi sous ma tombe, oh
Je vais vivre de ce broken bond
Guess wrong, I'm no better
Sundawn in the winter
Go long like the runner
Hit the bong, I'm a stoner
Now you gone, I'm a loner
Can't prolong forever
Like the sun in the solar
You've guessed wrong
Guess wrong, I'm no better
Sundawn in the winter
Go long like the runner
Hit the bong, I'm a stoner
Now you gone, I'm a loner
Can't prolong forever
Like the sun in the solar
You've guessed wrong

Last nigga dissed, we earthed him

T-shirt kinda long so it's hiding my belt
Losing my sense of self
Questioning everything 'round me like who am I?
Don't got a roster but I keep some hoes on standby
Send em' to the doctor, hot shit hit em' in his left eye
You know damn well you can never say I didn't try
Used to be ganger then you went and switched to a different side
I'm an animal
I'm an animal
I'm an animal
Got M&M's like Slim Shady
How you mad I'm scoring but don't play D?