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the mirror in self disgust
Wondering, how the fuck did i get so deep in the cut
I be sipping on the beer til' i can't wake up
And these bitches on my dick,

If we could turn back time, would it still rise against us
And would we make the right decisions
I need to say that I am loathe in self-disgust
I broke

Hope of Morning

Icon for Hire

Icon for Hire

2013

disorder can't be cured by a bottle, blade, or dose
Self-disgust and selfishness tend to hold me awfully close
But I don't wanna let you see that, I don't

vacant mind

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
It's a vicious cycle of self-disgust
Self-disgust

Fearing the feeling which I can't seem to shake
It's a shadow

Tanked, glib affairs, dead-end Liaisons 
And dipso-maniacal fuck buddies, all in a line

And I’ve never cast off the self-disgust and the guilt.
As I look

been, I can't live with the way that you just look at me
self-disgust builds a tiny little home right next to the place that I used to call my soul

what

I was fucking up
Self disgust
I'd forgotten who I was
So withdrawn
I felt so corrupt
I swear I lost it all
I turned into a thorn

I forgot
Who I was
I

A pattern of self-disgust I can't quell
Help me survive myself
And so I will be known
As a man more scar than skin
A healed wound is a broader brush
Than

Faster

Manic Street Preachers

The Holy Bible

1994

the virgin, the tattered and the torn
Life is for the cold made warm and they are just lizards
Self-disgust is self-obsession, honey, and I do as I please

the virgin, the tattered and the torn
Life is for the cold made warm and they are just lizards
Self-disgust is self-obsession, honey, and I do as I please

Such a low life organism
A wretched skin trader
How you wallow like a fucking
Swine in self disgust
Forfeit to lust in self
Disgust forfeit to lust

Guts

John Cale

Guts

1977

stood in the corner
Quite operatic in its self-disgust
It blew him all over the living room floor
Like parrot shit, parrot spit, parrot shit was shot

Self-punishing
IT'S cLL cBOUT ME

Self-disgust
Self-emasculation
Self-condemned
IT'S cLL cBOUT ME

Self-contempt
Self-denigration
Self-perpetuating
IT'S cLL cBOUT

Discussed in the direction of acceptance
Admission, and recognition, not self-disgust
Stop "self-destruct" mechanisms locked within
But talk's just a buck. I

distrust and just give up 
My own self Disgust
I know I can fix it if I really just try it 
I know I can fix it if I really just try it 
I don't like myself

ability
They get a little bit less racked with self disgust
They get a little bit more hopeful about the future
And they get more confident that they can

self-disgust
Transform our world into celestial dust
Transform our legacy in total humiliation

the social networks steal all my time
That's okay, it only goes to self disgust
I'm so lonely, so please come back
Even though I'll never trust you

Mutation

self-esteem
Have you forsaken me
I thought your love is all we need
Are you replacing me
Is this the end for you and me
Hatered
Self disgust
I'm broken
Heal me

a glove
Cause I'm never enough for those I love
Bash my head in
Fuck you, I hate you
Staring in the mirror
Broken glass never clearer
Self-disgust, what

black out curtains continue to let me drown
In a tasteless puddle of my own self disgust
I say awful things simply cause I must

I am the worst

My car

of living darkness, epitome of self-disgust 
While enslaved creatures mine towards the judgment day 
I wait for peal of thunder to end my misery 
 
Black

your voice
RAISE YOUR VOICE
May your heart be heard
Raise your voice
Make it hurt
Silence leads to frustration
Through pain and self disgust
Raise your

cannot break the self disgust here

Deep in my heart unchained
There's a sadness I've yet to mend
To reach out for you now
Is a struggle I cannot bear

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