Search results for 'Living Outside of Suffering and Trauma'

Trauma
Brr
Trauma, trauma
Yeah
Trauma
Trauma, trauma
Used to ride around with shooters had to keep them close to me
20 Bands up in my pocket that's

own it was my own ride[00:24.96]To the trauma[00:26.79]To the trauma[00:28.75]Oh, the trauma[00:30.71]Traumatized myself when I left it all

Whatchu mean enough research
I am the living proof
My ancestors' wildest dreams coming true
If history is the best teacher, I'm at least a tutor

Raise a glass to the demons of our past
Class is in session let our trauma teach a lesson.
Toast to the dark days, pain be a sensei
Hear what our

As a man we go through a lot of shit, crazy how traumas haunts us at times
Ayy (ayy)
Ayy, as a man I gotta get this off my chest knowing that this

promise it ain't easy, cause we living out a lie
Crossroads and gotta check em
Pinheads alive, look outside your window he stands there at night
With

Been suffering I'll level up
Been suffering I'll level up
Cuz my pain just ain't letting up
That's why drugs most infested us
We're filled with hope

Outside
Mobties
Clockwise
We outside outside outside
I been on the porch rocking back and forth thoughts was in my brain
Was tryna hold me down from

the suffering
I'm just tired of seeing all the people that be hurting
Imagine that
World full of trouble
I just need a sign cus we living in a jungle
Where is all

pretty hard for me
No one could relate to me
That's why I made that song can't relate
I was just living through an imperial state
Growing up yeah I was

be the special effect in every stream
I dream of scenes where my image is seen as safe
Still suffering under waves of government-backed extermination

hope they wish me well
It's way to cold outside
Angels, they stay inside
Life is a living hell
And nothing's really real, yeah
But I still feel alive

Breathe in deep
The agony will calm me 
I'm addicted 
To the grief in me
The suffering is hungry 
For a victim

Lose control
The trauma wins
Take

There's a lot of pain that I'm going thru 
A lot of suffering without you 
Lord help me, help me do ya will, do your will
There's a lot of pain that

I been out here dodging karma
(I been dodging karma)
Please excuse the trauma
I been moving calmer
(I been moving calmer)
These bullets got no name I

What's going on outside
What's going on outside
What's going on outside
What's going on outside
It's going on outside
What's going on outside
It's

Watching the things you do
Triggers the memories
Been in this place before
Cant get it out of me
I've tried to walk away
I'm suffering again
But

Niggas already know that I'm in this shit until I die
Trauma growing up, was barley holding up
I'm surprised I made it Twenty-Five
But don't jinx it,

the fuck am i still living in this world

Feeling different without knowing why
Trauma keeps me silent and blind

THIS IS THE DEATH OF ME

Will i stay, until

Test, test
Yes, yes
Yeah

It's ugly outside, it's muggy, it's muddy outside
105 Fahrenheit, thunderous skies
The clouds shape a clown face

love
Cause all the childhood trauma
We're so f***** up
Sometime I question
"Why is the word on drugs"
So much aggression,
All of the bombs and guns
We

the attitude I'm holdin
When it hits you
New holes open
Let's in light
Let's refocus 
What did I say
I said I will do anything
Outside a verse or a chorus

been stuck here for too long
Trapped inside my head
I never meant for this to happen
Living everything I said

Suffering's my medicine
With no cure for

of love without trauma eyes
Hurt people hurting more people Love is just turning lethal
Right before our eyes, what's your perspective from outside

Said I