the day i lost myself for you (feat. lxser)

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I wake up inside of this life
That I don't even like and I can't even fight
Why can't you see the signs?
I'm tired of looking for happiness
That is something that I will never find
People bring in all this hype, never stop the grind
Even though I cry, cuz I got nobody to talk to
I'm writing these songs while holding a knife
You know that it's true
I don't wanna end it, that's not an escape
And so I get high to feel okay
Even when I really wanna slit my veins
The pain never goes away
I feel like an addict for being this way
But nobody helped death is what I crave
People tell me to be brave
Even when I'm not okay (I'm not okay)
I just need to breath I can't escape
I keep on falling, can I have a break?
Everyone's mad I can't keep a pace
I know I can't leave, but why would I stay?
I wish I could sleep I'm always awake
Three AM it's too damn late
Gotta wash my face
New nightmares
But even at day it's stuck on my skin
My toothpaste is mint
I have to be perfect like down to the bit
If I'm not flawless then why would I live?
Nobody cares bout' the effort I give
Giving my blood and my tears and my sweat
My dreams just get crushed like please watch your step
But no they will never, they all know they're better
And I'm just the sheep in the pent, soon to be dead

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