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Mellow Maniac

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Screw everything that you heard before
Ion beef with no one imma herbivore
Imma peaceful person I ain't hurt no more
Lookin for ops no It's God that I'm searchin for

Father forgive me
The way I've been livin
I know Ive been sinnin
Should visit them churches more
Stop cursin
In all of my verses start readin some verses
Ain't that what the word is for

I've been lost I need help I'll admit it
I ain't felt like myself in a minute
I used to be healthy but now I'm addicted to things that bring nothin but pain 
And my kidneys been screamin out "Slow down man you need to quit it"
I ain't listen before now I get it
This nicotine don't feel the same when I hit it
Just losin my breath when I'm spittin my lyrics

Feel like somethin is missing I'm s'posed to Christian think I lost my vision
Think I lost my way
I lost my soul and forgot where I'm goin
You wouldn't know if
You saw me today
I used to be better of course I was never the best but I guess
I was doing okay
I need to fix somethin the man I'm becomin the music I'm bumpin has led me astray

I

Swore that I empty my cup and stop cursin but I've been
Constantly messin it up but I promise I'm tryin
I would tell ya won't slip up again but then I'd be lyin
Losing this war but I'm toughenin up and still fightin

I ain't been in God's house in like 2 to 3 years
I been swallowed by doubt and gave into my fears
My vision got cloudy I ain't seein clear
I Can't even make out who that is in the mirror
I let go of things that I used to hold dear
That bible it used to be near
God was speakin but I had stop hearing see
I got demons that been puttin fear in me
Drivin me crazy
Imma end up in hades if I keep on livin unfaithfully
If I go where the devil been takin me
What kind of eternity waits for me
If I die today there ain't no savin me
Really needin somebody to pray for me
I'm just hopin that it ain't to late for me
It's not lookin great for me

I ain't got superstition but I had a vision a premonition of me dyin today
I was just dreamin but it got me thinkin I'm startin to believe maybe I needa change
Imma keep workin. I'll never be perfect but imma keep searchin and finding my way
But I'm only human. I ain't got no clue what I'm doin. I guess what I'm tryina say

I

Swore that I empty my cup and stop cursing but I've been
Constantly messin it up but I promise I'm tryin
I would tell ya won't slip up again but then I'd be lyin
Losing this war but I'm toughenin up and still fightin

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