I've Found Help (Radio Edit)

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Hey God, it's me again, your black sheep
This journey I began to walk is kinda working for me
Atleast it kinda feels that way, anyway
Turns out I was a co-dependent broken vessel with a masked face
I hurt alot of people, I hope they can forgive me for it
Put em in a bad space and yet I'm the one healing for it
Hope they can find there way
Takes a man to admit mistakes
I want to be a better man
Than the one you've come to know today
You know I wonder bout your son Jesus
Was he really all love
Or just slow to want to put on them gloves
I observe human behavior and I can't imagine
He willingly took that long beat to the cross Just to shoulder shrug
Let your will be done any way I guess
Is that what you want from us,
To rep religion to death
Relationships, I feel is something you must be present to do
With you it's what I wanted
And also something I never knew
But looky, took me a while, I'm done playing hooky
Resentment in my heart cause I prayed and felt you over looked me
But I think I understand now
Faith with out works is nothing but a man child
Howling at the moon
Buckle up this gone be a long ride
I been stuck but it's time that I fly
I forgive you for the hurt in my life
My life, Its whats been holding me back
I wanna know forgiveness
I want to be a witness
And be about my business, Yeah
But it ain't gone be easy
Please take it easy on me, on me
(Test you empathy)
Kodak Moments I'm smiling typical
After the flash it gets critical
That little piece of film is so memorable
But it lies, look closer you can see the pain living in his eyes
Ridiculed by my creator, I felt Frankensteined
Stfu about your God cause you don't know my life
Been a victim of violent, violations, just to be vilified
Christ went from that's my savior to being criminalized
Its criminal, questioning you over a hundred times
If that's true, then tell me yourself, cause I feel that's a lie
I Guess that I'm your rebellious child
Made in your image guess ill say it loud
Lets buckle up its gone be a long ride
Buckle up this gone be a long ride
I been stuck but it's time that I fly
I forgive you for the hurt in my life,
My life, Its whats been holding me back
I wanna know forgiveness
I want to be a witness
And be about my business, Yeah
But it ain't gone be easy
Please take it easy on....
I done been through alot of hurt and pain
You supposed to know it all, you made everything
I wonder how you sit and watch me
In this heavy rain
I struggled through life religiously and you were to blame
Every sunday service your good all the time
Guess how I feel is normal, I'll mask it, I'm fine
I learned fear in church i guess im burning for my sins
I feel manipulated this is where our journey ends
And another begins
I still believe in you, but now I got a different perspective
We all got some God in us, were you as a collective
I went searching for answers, turns out I'm quite the detective
What I discovered for me just so happens to be affective
I been viewing you wrong all along cause man taught me
Ego's over shadow the message and it gets sloppy
If you ever want to know God for yourself
Get entuned with the nature of yourself
Drop the ego, your God bodied
Learn forgiveness, the first on that list should be yourself
Admit that you know nothing, trust me it's good for your health
Faith can't live in a space where you know
So stop pretending we know
One thing that I know, is that it doesn't help
All things God can not be measured
We love, love, you are love
Our Ego's make that selective
Tell a homo you love them then shame them for there selection
Then tell em to repent as if it's for there protection
That isn't love, I learned I wasn't loving correctly
Is it practical for something unmeasurable to be transactional
Because Unconditional it didn't exist in my mind
Now it's something I'm on a mission to find
I forgive you for the hurt and the pain
All the guilt and the shame
Every lie that was taught through a prophet
And the blame
You were here all along, it was us that done changed
Children are innocent but with knowledge so does our brains
We lose the sense of God in us because the world sounds better
But he never leaves, you can reach for his hand when ever
We are him, connected through his love we are tethered
And now let's try to treat each other better
Say less
What ever you need, you Got it, We all got some God in us
Faith without works is dead, make a effort and be relentless
Never give up on yourself because our work is never finished
The devils always busy if you let him be a menace
These days I try to be thankful and stay positive
Engage with the people around me
I got a lot to give
Jesus did the same he didn't give any promises
Just something to believe in, helping to build there confidence
And It wasn't about the ultimate prize to see heaven
Many of choose a religion to try and seek heaven
I believe that only genuine people will see heaven
Those that know, they have to be heaven to see heaven
Choose love

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