Suicide

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Take my life what would I be without this music
Have a gun up to my head devil begging me to do it
But this time I think I will maybe this my get back
Suicide attempts how can I forget dat
Get back at my mama
Get back at my sister
You made me watch attempts I'll always remember
See it in my sleep
I See it in my dreams
Wake up and I cry still hearing screams
Maybe it's my turn to try to get some rest
Loading up my pistol and you know da rest
Bang
Now I'm dead and nobody cares
And stay up off my socials I was dea won't nobody dea
And my family say I'm selfish let's be real with it
Act like you ain't know I was depressed ain't help me deal wit it
you see my smile and you think that I'm ok
Pray you look me in my eyes don't want live another day
Uh
It's not even that
Men suffer thats a fact
Guess I'm posed to thug it out
5th a Liquor chug it out
Each and every week ends with me bugging out
Drinking & I'm driving maybe I might crash
Pedal to the floor end it in a flash
Bang
Damn
There I go again
Letting go of life skipping to da end
What about my friends
Shit what about my friends
Right is right wrong is wrong guess we thugging till da end
There for all my lows never for my highs
Ask if I'm okay believing all my lies
Look me in eyes seeing all my pain
Passing me a blunt like that's gone make change
Can't you see me hurting
Can't you see I'm tired
Like this life is a burden
Can't you see me crying
Look at all these pills guess I'll take a few
Everything's numb
Everything's anew
Think of all da things I'll never get to do
Bang
Guess I'm selfish cause I wanna die
You say be a man suck it up youn get to cry
Youn get to die
Take your own life you'll burn youn get to fly
Best you deal with it
Take dese pills with it
Drink a lil liquor it'll make you feel different
Smoke until you numb & you can't even feel with it
Isolate yourself nobody notice when you gone
They'll just brush it off when you ain't picking up yo phone
Pretending to be happy fucking all these different women
Even they can't tell your smile is fake that you pretending
And I ain't got no children
Ian got no ties
Wonder if I leave would they even notice that I died
Bang

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