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Callmecari

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I'm beside myself I cannot help you not around
This shit can't get dealt wit
Wanna melt I've run aground now
Rip me out this felt this fabric hell
I've sewn me down
Stitched myself together pieces weathered those I've found how
Can I not be broken
Your death brought me to my knees
Moments forged together
Scattered Ashes in the breeze now
Lost myself ill own it
But relieved you found your peace
Went from talking every morning
To me mourning in my sleep
I'm pacing here
I turn to face the mirror
See abrasive fearin
Spurn the fate I'm nearing
I berate my tears
Before embracing peers
What they say I'm hearing
But the statements searing
they praise career
And though they straight endearing
Let the snakes appearing
Kill the atmosphere
In the safety sphere
I couldn't save you here
I chased you for years
But couldn't make a clearing
The pain is so poignant
You were slain could I avoid it
Used to claim I kept you buoyant
You were strained from unemployment
I'm ashamed of my appointment
Couldn't gain you new employment
But was chained to your enjoyment
Now my shame cannot be voided
Cuz now
I don't know if you dream
Where you are
I don't know how I'm 'posed to feel
I don't know where you are
What I fear way too hard this shit cant be real now
Sitting here in the dark
Wit da pain in my heart
Body filled with chills
Bottle up what's real
Broken brittle will
Cuz now
I don't know if you dream
Where you are
I don't know how I'm 'posed to feel
I don't know where you are
What I fear way too hard this shit cant be real now
Sitting here in the dark
Wit da pain in my heart
Body filled with chills
Bottle up what's real
Broken brittle will
You fought your fight you coped
And did not hide it you were open
I think at night we've spoken
I keep hoping you're around now
We loved each other most and yes it showed we had devotion
Deeper than the ocean was your love
I Wanna drown now
But I will keep on floating
Got a son you'd love to meet
Summer's now bespoken
When we wed well hold your seat down
I'll watch over my siblings so relax you've earned your peace
I'm sending this with gratitude, love - your masterpiece

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