Supposed To Be

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Jay Nitz

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No this ain't how it's supposed to be
As I sit there contemplating
While constantly debating within myself
Is too aggravating 
Posted all alone
By myself
Feeling devastated
Agitated
Girl it's three am
I'm so tired of waiting
Thinking to myself
As Im pouring up this liquor
She ain't picking up her phone
Declining much quicker
She texted me that
She need some time on her own
Couldn't say anything else
Without leaving a hole
Believe me you're not leaving me whole
Trust me
I've been peeped the situation
I done seen it before
She gon' do what she wants
Since I won't leave her alone
And her retort
Is just to tell me i'm wrong
Then she tell me she grown
Ever since her relevance
Was evident
Girl I never flinched
I never thought about disrespecting
Because I wanted this
Fairytale life and you  were my princess
Was saving every feeling
Hoping you would gain interest
But

No this out how its supposed to be
Always been about you
But lately you've been acting brand new
No this ain't how it's supposed to be
I don't want to feel this way
After everything we have been through
No this ain't how it's supposed to be
Even a blind man sees
Just how funny you've been making your moves
No this ain't how it's supposed to be
And I don't want to think this way
But lately I been feeling it's true

No this ain't how it's supposed to be
Lonely nights without you close
Taking shots with all my demons
With me leading the toast
Me just drunk texting
And you leaving me ghost
It's inconvenient
How you seem to just leave
When I need you most
Still I wake up reaching
But you not next to me sleep
There is no warmth from your pillow
Depression hitting me deep
I just rolled up me rello
And realized what I've reaped
Been paralyzed by the pain
And agonizing defeat
That was my biggest fear
But I guess that's on me
I can only blame myself
For all the pain it's caused me
But you keep running through my mind
And it's just too exhausting
And still I hold onto the pain
No matter what it cost me
So when you walked right out that door
Then you facing them repercussions
I aint fussing
I ain't fighting
Or having no deep discussions
Til the early morning
Got all your things packed right outside
That the open door
I want it gone this morning

No this out how its supposed to be
Always been about you
But lately you've been acting brand new
No this ain't how it's supposed to be
I don't want to feel this way
After everything we have been through
No this ain't how it's supposed to be
Even a blind man sees
Just how funny you've been making your moves
No this ain't how it's supposed to be
And I don't want to think this way
But lately I been feeling it's true
No this ain't how it's supposed to be

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