Subsistence

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Taught myself how to grow, world was a haze
Dunno what to say with my mates anymore
Stuck inside I played games
Couldn't get a job so had no money to pay
I never get it T.I.C
Guess I won't get high today
I was in an old place on my own, yeah
They put my granda Billy in the hole
Everything I do is on record so you know I view it alone
Looking inside myself and thinkin' did I really do wrong
No!
When you must confront your reality
Is there truth to your faults or is it all just a fallacy?
When you rap, do you change the tone for clarity
So you can let em all know how you stand on things so I...

Write word salads, never made sense
Never went shop, made food mad ingredients
I forgot to get milk
So now I just gotta order and I'm payin' a premium
"Did somebody say Just-"
Teasin', lookin for a medium
Connect me with the Cocko's of the past
See if their fams went to war or if the love lasted
'Til the moment of grave
You and I are gonna live forever when I get drunk
Writing love letters, the texts, sippin' on the red
I thought it better to confine to the DM's than put it all on the timeline...
"Do I cross your mind in the night times" and
"Will I ever make a masterpiece or have I peaked?"
All the self doubt takin' over me
Am I tryna write some fuckin' tunes or some poetry?
Well that depends on if the drums slam flowin' over me
So now I'm like

Wishin' I could just go overseas
If you're in one town here it feels like it's all to see
It only gets worse, every single week
Kids I knew since 3 walkin' around sellin' green
Big boys now, goin' around on the scooter
How long until he's sellin' coke and sayin' that he'll shoot ye?
Witness the mistakes of the past
Same happened with my Da
Kept his head down but he too saw the boys from his class
Play big games and lose
The difference between bein' institutionalised versus what you choose
Remove yourself from these environments
Whatche still doin' there when it gets violent?
Leave, I beg
Why you let the snakes in the grass choose the way you will react?
Stand up for yourself, don't be a pussy
Dodge em if I can, if I have to
If I cannot well you know that I still tell em don't touch me so
If we disagree we'll have a knock
If we won't have a knock, can we just talk
This is, not the antithesis to drill, yeah
I be listenin' to Chief Keef and affiliates
I was smokin' loud, eatin' pussy, no materials
Things I need are from this earth I don't need hysteria
Put down my phone and I went outside
Lookin' at the sky got me thinkin' f*ck hard drives

This is VR
Baby this is not real
So you know we're goin' All Gas No Brakes on deez wheels
What happens when the Chosen One
Loses his Obi-Wan, yeah
I let the dark side cloud what was once in front of me
But what would Tobey have been without his Uncle Ben?
So I let it be
I couldn't breathe but then I growed a tree
Shade blocks what the sun throws at me
Like a lapsed Catholic
I pull up with da iced out rosARY
A stone for every single prayer
Same message that we send waitin' for replies in despair like
If God exists is he deaf?
We should put a big fat sign on the clouds just to let him know
Nah, everything's not fine, yeah
Losin' my train of thought, what the f*ck's the relevance?
Am I seriously tweakin' or is it the medicine?
Weed got me coughin' so you know I got that Benilyn
Soon as I get on my computer give me like ten
Do you want the sexy dopamine or the raw adrenaline, like
This is what my hands make
Beats so raw that you feel em in your face
Now you're on the train it's too late to hop off
This shit's like 30 minutes so you might miss your stop
Sorry

haha

Sounds and Noises baby!

So, this whole time mixin' it
You know, I've no engineers or anything it's just me sittin' by myself
Up in this room
And it's like the whole time it's been...

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