Wholly Me

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Nick Yiakoumatos

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I feel like I'm in a box
Dark is my friend
Darkness, a lot
I'm losing a battle I never fought
When I reach out
I'm thrown in my spot
Wanna be happy
It's not what I thought
I was whole, but now I'm not
I'm trying to get rid of pain that I've got
I feel like this struggle is all just for naught
People talking like Imma subordinate
I know that I'm worthy
Don't believe it, going to war with it
Food on my plate
Believe me, that's fortunate
Feeling like my life is gone
Can't get over it
Go up, rise up like an ordinate
Wanna be equal, aiming at proportionate
Try to find the happy, keep growing it
I need more composure
While I'm hanging like an ornament
I no longer feel it, no feeling while flooring it
In my own feelings, the feeling, I'm stored in it
Know what I'm dealing with, yet I won't open it
Sealed in my healing of dealing with loneliness
Pride is now gone
I'm the one who is stealing it
Life is now gone, I'm the only one feeling it
Light is now gone, I'm the only one feeling it

It feels like everybody owns me
Controls me
I feel I ain't wholly me
Something's got a hold of me
I feel like I'm just laying here lowly
Takin' things slowly
I'm frightened by the future
Ashamed of the past
I ain't wholly me
Wholly me
I ain't wholly me
Wholly me

I can't finish my sentence
It's horrendous
Stuck and alone, I'm friendless
Dark inside, endless
Dark inside, senseless
Dark inside, reckless
Closing walls and fences
Happiness is precious
Sometimes I get jealous
Of carefree people
Living life on the other side
Are you receiving this?
Do you believe in this?
I need relief from this
Will you redeem my wish?
I'm in retreat from this
And what I've seen of it
It ain't a scene of bliss
Cause, I've known hope
But I don't know
If it is real, if it's subliminal
And I've known merriment
It felt like a fixed tenement
But I still feel like to everyone else
I'm a big hollow detriment

It feels like everybody owns me
Controls me
I feel I ain't wholly me
Something's holding me
I feel like I'm just laying here lowly
Takin' things slowly
I'm frightened by the future
Ashamed of the past
I ain't wholly me
Wholly me
I ain't wholly me
Wholly me
I'm done ain't being wholly me
Depression ain't controlling me
I've opened up my eyes
And I promise I won't fall asleep
I'm done ain't being wholly me
Depression ain't controlling me
I've opened up my eyes
And I promise I won't fall asleep
I won't fall asleep
I won't fall asleep
I won't fall asleep
I won't fall asleep

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