SIDE EFFECTS

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STACK
Seems these days
When I get down on my knees to pray
Seems like I've lost my ways
Close my eyes
Bow my head
But nothing to say
So nothings said
Debatable thoughts
Bouncin through my head
This is why I stay high
And leave you on read
Just to text just to forget
Upset yeah
I've been upset
Sobriety is what's best for me
But I'm here blown instead
Seems like I'm truly
And honestly
My own worst enemy
And thats unfortunately
My honesty
Wanna know what saddens me
Everything that I need
Being impossibly outta reach
I find it slowly driving
Me into insanity
And I don't wanna miss out
On what's around
And who surrounds
And I know I'm bound
To hopefully be found
Who am I to hope
So as I take another toke
And hold in the shmoke
Never do I ever choke
I shmoke this dope
But not the kind that
Makes you mope
Constant with the trope
Hangin by a fuckin rope
Leave me your last note
And thats when ill know
It's bout' a blow
Can't ever be left alone
Cause I'll go
And go with that forever roll
But not like that tho
I'm just on a mission
To find those who are missing
But if you don't know
Then you probably think
I'm steady Trippin
I'm losing my gripping
Trust me I feel the sanity slippin
Hear my unfortunate truth
Let me let loose
And give you my options
Nothin to choose
I got nothing in me left to prove
I try not to move
Until I'm destined to
But lately the vibe in the air
Is making me aware
Of just maybe I ain't going anywhere
Cause I might be going elsewhere
Unfamiliar like not around here
Somewhere
To a place hidden deep
Where the truth resides between you and me
So lemme see
And lemme be
everything that I didn't think
was a capability within me
I can't help but cheese
Cause I've been on my own shit
Since I noticed I started losing it

I gotta feed the high
You and I
Know why
It's horrid but that's life
Well at least it's mine
Maybe just mine
I hope I'll be fine
Think I'm running outta time
To ease my mind
So I gotta feed the high

Blowin lemon haze
Wishin this was just a phase
But that's not the case
Karmas all that I taste
I try and find my happy place
But the truth comes out
When it rolls down my face
Then its the truth I face
I feel it
Often times I still don't believe it
Do you get punished if you know the message
And do nothing when you receive it
Pushin hard to breathe
Wonderin who's next to leave
This is the side effects of my
High runnin out on me
Leaving me
Stuck and stunned in my own reality
Realizing this shit really aint a bad dream
Life aint as it seems
I try and be grateful for everything
That surrounds me
But at the same time
I want no one around me
I think I'm runnin outta time
I can feel it inside
I'm in constant rush in life
To make sure that I'm satisfied
By the end of the night
Like it was my last night alive
And I know two wrongs don't make it right
But why am I
Barely realizing I
Aint gonna live twice
Gettin my shit right
Like its the end of my life
Blood pressure definitely on the rise
This thought of mine
That I carry deep inside
Has now become a burden in my life
Ever since the day that you died
Now every time that I cry
It feels like the very first time
I heard her say you were gone
We lost you
You died
I aint gonna say I aint having a hard time
Chokin up having to say these fuckin rhymes
F*ck

I gotta feed the high
I gotta feed the high
Yeah
I gotta feed the high
I gotta feed the high
Yeah
I gotta feed the high
I gotta feed the high
F*ck
I gotta feed the high
I gotta feed the high
Yeah
I gotta feed the high
I gotta feed the high
Yeah
I gotta feed the high
I gotta feed the high
Yeah
I gotta feed the high
I gotta feed the high

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