Wanted To Write

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I know how it is
I know
I know how it is

I wanted to write but don't know what about
There's a lot on my mind and a whole lot of doubt
What is that sound? It's a scream and a shout
Don't know what it's about but now it's getting loud
I mean it's getting bad, losing my mind while I'm off at the tab
No place to hide when the demons attack
When I'm like that I don't know how to act
Damn, whack
Down the whole flask
A couple more shots and I'm wearing a mask
And I don't tell you that just to make you feel sad
I'm just trying to show you how not to react
It's gonna end badly
That's a cold fact but it's honestly, sadly
Head on a swivel, I can't be caught lacking
The day that I do is the day that they'll have me
They want to blast me
Maybe they jealous that they cannot pass me
Maybe they just hate the past me
Maybe I've made some mistakes in the past and now karma is finally starting to stab me
Right in the back
But the only one holding the knife is the one that is acting
Can't put it past me
When I start thinking that that I feel more and more bad
And now its getting taxing
I need a break
Cause it don't feel like I'm really awake
Too much to do but there's not much to say
Show me a place I'm allowed to be safe
Is that okay?
Ran out of food, still a lot of my plate
Anxiety eats you alive and the pain
Thats inside is almost just way too much to take
Is this the day?
I lied when I said I got nothing to say to you
Truth is I do but I'm just too afraid
If I told you that I love you and can't live without you, then honestly what would you say?
Would you just call me insane, and spit in my face, and tell me that we'll never date?
Or nothing I anticipate? It's all in my brain, breeded by all the self-hate
She told me to think 'bout myself and it isn't selfish, everyone else does the same
She told me it isn't too late to love me the same, and I can love her on the way
Cause I made a subtle mistake, it's hating myself
I put myself on the shelf
It's bad for my money, it's bad for my mental
And even worse on my health

I know how it is
I know
I know how it is

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