December 7th (Yehoshua, Pt. 2)

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It took a long hard fucking time to get over you
But I still see you everyday
In my dreams and when I pray
To these false prophets that I used to worship with you
But now they only exist
If I ever chose them to
They always existed for me and you
So why can't these dreams ever come true
They say that nothing lasts forever
But I thought we were something together
That's why it was so shocking to me
When the doctor gave me anti-depressants
They say that nothing lasts forever
My friend's reaction against it
Was to go back to the ski slopes
And drown
This resignation
From dedication
Because you never told me how much it would hurt
Hurt to see you go down those pitfalls
The same ones I regretted ever since I
Looked in the mirror and figured it out
But some can't-afford self-awareness
That's why I've been giving you this bullshit
Distribute the wealth, not this cockiness
I would've laughed but you're fucking gone
One week later and I'm still the same
Broken pieces, smothered, covered
Too weak to even sit up all the way
Smash me up, break my heart
But take the names out of the games
And there's nothing left to play
It's just a haunted soul of shame
Just a hotel under the graves
But you're the concierge of this place
I learned that word from Grand Budapest
It's a great movie, we should watch it
On the same bed where I sit and think
Of all the places I could've been
Anywhere but here, except I was
I thought it was never gonna end
But then it did so why don't you fucking
I'll love you again
In the morning
I'll be fine
But if I sleep tonight
I won't wake up
For you to see
Spending these nights
In all these houses
Made me realize
I never had a home
But if I see you again
Alone in my bed
We'll play smash again
Just like that December when
When you were there
And I was still here
At least in the emotional sense
You could argue otherwise
December memories fall and they disappear into something that we can't define

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