14th Feb

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A-KAL

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Ayo
14th feb
Got me in my feelings
On my bed
Thinking about the meaning
What is love
What's the point of feeling
Am I the only one who's blood ain't flowing heart ain't beating?

I don't even know how to feel about it anymore
All I know is deep inside I am broke and I am cold
I been thinking of the days I was always looking forward
To the people that I'd meet
But I don't meet them anymore
Damn

I keep my circle closed
Now looking deep inside
Is this a problem? I don't know
But now I do know when I'm kinda sad and feeling low
I don't got no friends
I'm sitting, chilling all alone
And on my phone
I have nobody to call except my mom
And when I wanna rant I just rap it in a song
I've been looking at my life and thinking yeah its great
But would it be a little greater if I had some mates?

I've been
Struggling with anxiety
When I'm in a social setting I'm just freaking out inside of me
So I try to do things quietly
Avoiding going out and meeting people in society

Forget the heartbreak ending stories
I can't even keep a goddamn friendship going
I'm not begging anybody here to stay with me
I'm just asking for you guys to bare with me
Damn

Hang on I'm not done
Everyday I wake up and I stare at the clock
Thinking "oh dear god do I have to get up?"
I might seem like a dude who's got it under control
But honestly no, I'm always fighting my thoughts
I've worked hard to get where I am
If I didn't meditate I'd be a wreck of a man
If I didn't open up I'd be an aerated can
A tiny little shake and I'd explode and bam

I wasn't born like this
This is years of being a mess
Years of fighting inner demons and being depressed
But I rap like in my head everything makes sense
But the truth is, the music gets weight off my chest
And when I say that I am dealing with anxiety
It's only when I'm meeting people and when they say hi to me
I act all cool but secretly I'm hiding it
And at the rate it's going I might soon need some psychiatry

Abcdefg
Through every rap I'm kinda softly saying please help me
But then I'll laugh about it when you come and be like
"Hey, everything okay?"
Man just let me be
This is my way of feeling better
The mic is therapy the beat's my letter
A blank paper I can write whatever
And here's my guarantee for you while we're together
It's A-KAL and I'll be honest forever and ever

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