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JT. Devereaux

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I really hate waking up i wanna Sleep
Tied carrying
Feelings of defeat
This smell of sadness and fear Makes me reek
It's like I'm walking with shackles All on my feet
I'm really asking fo god to Intervene
Lord help me fo I pop me Another bean
Because my soul is mo fragile Than figurines
That's why I'm wishing for death
I'm begging you please

Why couldn't you make me Heartless
Take my soul and just fill me wit Darkness
Having empathy's hard to be Honest
That's why i hate dat you strapped Me up in this harness
Walking with feelings makes you A target
You do nothing but taking in all The harshness
Dis world do nothing but  make You cold and regardless
So you start building up walls And now you the hardest

I wanna burn away my niceness
Cuz everyday i carry weight
I'm in a crisis

I need a redo someone delete
And don't bring me back as the Same don't wanna repeat

I wanna stiffen up numb myself And have no emotion
Cuz I can't bring myself up to Damage and cause commotion

Cuz I'm weakest link on the Brink of a downward motion
And what I'm holding that's Interwoven is cold ambrosian

Posing has got me dozing
Loathing in always choking
My spirits moping cuz Ian Floating scared of foreboding

And that shit got me by the Throat I'm in chokehold
Gasping for air I'm soaked
Without a coat I'm so cold

I hate i gotta put on a mask to be Sinister
Cuz i got so much love dat i Wanna administer

I wanna lower my shields
And feel some particular

But I see nothing but cold Conniving practitioners

Why couldn't you make me Heartless
Take my soul and just fill me wit Darkness
Having empathy's hard to be Honest
That's why i hate dat you strapped Me up in this harness
Walking with feelings makes you A target
You do nothing but taking in all The harshness
Dis world do nothing but  make You cold and regardless
So you start building up walls And now you the hardest

Why couldn't you make me Heartless

We was kicking it fo a while in Them avenues
I used to dream late at night in Bed about having you

Feeling on you and showing love You never knew
And kissing on you so hard it left You some residue

You could see it in my iris
When I thought about you they Opened up the widest
You was the purest form of Beauty was highest
And I never thought about Leaving you the slightest

You said no relations
You only wanted to be friends
Yea it hurt me but i still popped Back up like rubber-bands
You said you was focusing
On yourself and stacking bands
Then two weeks later i see Kissing another man

Then nine months later you had A baby he left you

I know that hurt you and you was Feeling regretful

Now you sliding up on my story
You seeing me with new Confidence

I answered back cuz i knew what You wanted it was obvious

Wanted play with yo feelings
F*ck you then kick you to the Curb
Then laugh in yo fucking face as You find out what occurred

But i can't bring myself up to
Hurt you
Though well deserved

You stupid bitch
How could you just drop me and Then reverse

I really wanna make you feel What i felt in my nerves
And really make you regret just Leaving me in the dirt

Cuz now I'm guarded up and I'm Shielding myself from earth

So pray for the next one cuz she's Getting pain in return

Why couldn't you make me Heartless
Take my soul and just fill me with Darkness
Having empathy's hard to be Honest
That's why I hate dat you strapped Me up in this harness
Walking with feelings makes you A target
You do nothing but taking in all The harshness
Dis world do nothing but make You cold and regardless
So you start building up walls And now you the hardest

Why couldn't you make me Heartless

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