Goodbye

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Sitting in a classroom
Feeling awkward cause you're there too
After all, we went through
The tension of silence raised to the roof
Well, at least that's what I felt
We tried to talk and I guess it didn't work out
Used to walk you to your classroom
But now you walk by yourself
Be honest, was it me cause I was trying too hard
Or was it because I played the wrong card
I should've not been too open enough to scare you away
I'm sorry that's just how I am when my heart tense to race
I'm sorry you weren't saying anything, what am I supposed to say
You liked me too but you were too shy and didn't know how to talk
I tried to get you to unlock but there was no key
But low-key, it wasn't even me
It was you, being too vague and dry
Besides, you stopped talking to me, and don't lie
It's because you were waiting for me to ask you out
But you left without even saying goodbye

It started when I saw her in my senior year
Never saw her any other year
Didn't want it to make it clear that
I wanted to talk to her
But Because I wanted to make the best first impression
Had to do classroom presentations
And within them I used them
To get her attention
Made some jokes
To see if her smile
That's what I hoped
To make her smile
And that's where I choked
The whole class paused for awhile
My heart sped up
Like it just ran a few miles
Not because everyone was looking at me
But because she
She actually smiled
And I remember the day when the teacher assigned the whole classroom with partners
He said he picked it randomly
My chance being with her was .03
I did the math, trust me
Thought to myself quietly
I wasn't going to get her as my partner
Turns out that
We were partners, still don't understand how I was so lucky
Everyone else started moving their seats
I was still in my inner thoughts thinking
Was it meant to be
Was I the key
It can't be
Was I overthinking
Knowing me
(Yes, no, possibly, maybe, uh)
I Probably was
I finally moved seats
She was already sitting down waiting for me
I told her sorry
She said oh no, it's fine
I said, oh cool
Anyways, hi
She said, oh uh hey
Then she looked away
I could tell she was nervous
And to be honest, learning more about her was my main focus
So I continued the conversation
What's kind of hobbies are you into
Hoping there is something that we can mix with
She thought about it for a few seconds
And she said, uh I don't have anything other than watching Netflix
And my heart sank, my mind went blank

What else is there left to say
When you don't try and colors fade away
Nothing changed, had nothing to gain
Wasted time to just change the pace
But you couldn't even look at my face
And I don't even know why
You stopped talking to me in first the place
I just hate having these memories loop in my head
I was just trying to be a friend
Knowing you
You just rather have the same conversation
Probably just wanted my attention
And don't lie (Don't lie), when I wanted to know more about you
Things just escalated

It sucks, losing a connection
Thinking you were the one
But you just got me distracted
When I was trying my hardest
You were just being basic
Of course, knowing me
I was too patient
Still a side of me wanted to stay
But let's face it
You didn't want a guy
That was willing to try
That was willing to go sky-high
Willing to jump off with the feeling of love
When life decided to skydive
There was no need of a parachute
When we could've just looked into each other's eyes
Knowing everything will be alright
But you didn't understand
How broken my heart was
When I walk into that classroom
And said hi
You look away from me
Acted like I wasn't there
All those moments we had
Showed that you didn't care
And I guess, it was my fault
But without saying goodbye
You left me with thoughts
And an empty hole in my mind
That wanders throughout the rest of my timeless nights
A little voice that frequently echoes
Why
But what hurts me the most is that
I can't answer that question for the rest of my life
And I know I didn't get one but it was fun while it lasted
Wish I could've done this in person
But just wanted to say
Goodbye

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