Dear Cruel World

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I'm probably too old to play myself in a movie
Dear Cruel World, how would you improve me?
You're not impressed by hours spent privately improving
I welcome each new morning with caffeine and scrutiny
So spare me no details
I've heard everything
I can't wait
Please validate all my self-punishing

It's even worse than I expected
Accepting you're no exception

I thought that I had something to offer
I thought that I had something to say
I thought that I had something to offer
The distant dreams of "maybe someday"
I've reached a place of "Why bother? Why bother?"
I've reached a place of

I'm painfully aware of what the Hollywood end is
I'd write a masterpiece and forget all of my resentment
Tell me now
Will it work out somehow?
Or will I regret this?
My life won't imitate the worlds that I've imagined
I can see the future yet my present remains stagnant
How long's it been?
Don't I deserve a win?
If not, please be candid

It's even worse than I expected
Accepting you're no exception

I thought that I had something to offer
I thought that I had something to say
I thought that I had something to offer
The distant dreams of  "maybe someday"
I've reached a place of "Why bother? Why bother?"
I've reached a place of

Water leaking from the ceiling from my eyes into my ears
Voices asking, "Where's the problem?
I can't find a weakness here"
That's what I feared
I can't be more clear
I thought I had something to offer

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