RUSTY

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Thought you seen me low
Now it seems stupid
Worse than it was before
All just for the music
Back then, I was well
In fact, I felt superhuman
Things are different for me now
Lemme tell you how I'm doing

I've been drowning in the worst of my regrets
Y'all ain't got a single fucking clue
I should've took the other path instead

Nowadays I'm looking for something new
Nowadays I'm questioning the future
Nowadays I'm bored and up and numb
Nowadays I don't have what I used to to help me get out of my rut
Ain't it funny how a tiny little thing
Could make me feel so alive
Just writing verse after verse
And nowadays I feel verse deprived
I know one thing for sure
When I make it to the afterlife
My name will echo through the stars along with everything I left behind
Take the obstacles and conquer all of em
Unstoppable. This animal inside
It's possible for me to make it
Someone told me there's potential in me
Try it
Breaking in. My momma left a note
Hurt I woke up in the hospital
Checked out that same day feeling horrible
Read the letter back and toss the envelope

Gonna take a new approach now
Gonna make the music part of me
And ain't gonna stop it until I'm living through a dream
Even with a chest full of heart
Or lungs full of smoke
No matter what situation I'm in
I'll fix it all on my own

Depressions been texting
It's been about a week
I left it on read
Like the blade did to me
I am not resting
I won't let nobody see
What my next move is
Or the next trick up my sleeve
Now I count all my sins
Yeah, I'm trans but I live
Like a normal person
Hard to grasp, isn't it
Dysphoria, my fight
Used to be all I write
But I made it out alive
No more Mr. NiceGuy
Nah
I'll work to take my title
Until the day that I'm viral
There's a one in million chance for this
Did you know that shit
Yeah, I know
Break away from all the stress
I don't wanna be depressed
I just wanna live the way I always thought I would
Like what the heck
Done giving out respect
That's what I said
I can't have no regrets when I meet the face of death
I wanna be the best me that I can be
I wanna go as far away as the eye can see
I wanna wake up everyday
Knowing life's going great
Without being pulled back by a way tighter lead

The rapping coaches me to breathe
Providing me relief
I refuse to die a loser
So I'll die with all my goals complete
Die with all my goals achieved
Writing dirty, writing clean
And though I might be rusty, I'll achieve my dreams by any means
And though I might be rusty, I'll achieve my dreams by any means
And though I might be rusty, I'll achieve my dreams by any means

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