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nick isaiah

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Shoutout JAACK
Yeah
Time waits for no man
Gotta get it how I can
Smoking too much, drinking too much
Contemplating doing xans
Got a girl and she keeping me fly
I got her asking why I always stay high
Angels telling me to go to the sky
Demons telling me that I can stay down and still get high
Never feeling like I'm in control
Been down through the broken roads
Sad times, keep it pushing though
Making music helping keep me whole
Ain't been depressed since I made "Alive"
No more waking up man and asking why
Living my truth so there's no more lies
Thought I was good
But I'm
I'm clouded in judgement, I'm clouded in fear
I'm clouded in doubt, till I disappear
Run away as I'm facing my fears
I'm on my knees and I'm wiping my tears now
Just a bird flying up away
Did some shit, got a lot to say
Using my voice, used to be afraid
Used to pray to live to see another day
In my room man that's the hideaway
Ceiling watching as I lie awake
Been consumed, staring at the moon
Phone on DND on a Saturday
Feeling like life is a puzzle man and the pieces are small
I been threw my pen away man all these headaches, coughing got me facing withdrawals
I'll get right back all it takes is a call
I'm the main one that can make myself fall
Damn, yeah
I'm the main one that can make myself fall
I catch myself, biting on my nails, cause I'm always thinking about what's coming next
I apologize man to all my friends, I barely reply when y'all sending texts
I just be in my head, I just be in my head
And laying in bed, I scream in my pillow
I'm punching my window
I'm doing damage just to feel it a little
I'm using substances to get away
Addiction and death told me be afraid
That's why I manifest and meditate
Opens me up for a brighter day
I been smoking too much for me feeling hazy
Drinking too much got me feeling crazy
Pill popping, man I'm never starting
Man I hope it don't come, I been thinking lately
Starting to love who I see when I look in the mirror, as I get up and walk by
So I walk around with my chest out and my head high
But still I'm
Clouded in judgement, I'm clouded in fear
I'm clouded in doubt, till I disappear
I run away as I'm facing my fears
I'm on my knees and I'm wiping my tears now
Just a bird flying up away
Did some shit, got a lot to say
Using my voice, used to be afraid
Used to pray to live to see another day
In my room man that's the hideaway
Ceiling watching as I lie awake
Been consumed, staring at the moon
Phone on DND on a Saturday
Burn bridges like I burn my weed
Do what I do so I keep the peace
Tryna build myself up mentally
Don't let the little shit get to me cause I do this shit
And I'm never feeling like I'm new to this
Working hard, working on the art
So I pull up playing they like "who is this?"
And it's me
I still walk the same street
Wake up blessed, I forget the stress
Cause ain't none of this a guarantee
I trust my gut with all the choices I make
I still believe that it's tied to my fate
I tell myself keep my head down, and my pen round, and I'll be found, don't think about how long it'll take
Yeah I'm humble but I feel like the one
All the love I get is helping me run
I'm a summer baby chasing the sun
Cause I'm
Clouded
I'm clouded
Yeah
I'm clouded
I'm clouded

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