PUT TO REST

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Picture's on my phone got me feeling
Printed them out
Just to hold in my hand
Sorta like I was holding yours

Been 72/h
Since I've burned them

I watched the flame go out like our lust
Or was it love?

Still to this day
I'm out here thinking,
Thinking how it all could have gone different...

I mean
I know you happy and all and so am I
But my heart starts to feel something
Which leads me to think something
Wanted to call the other day but I said
F*ck that

I'm over that
I'm over that

I'm out here doing good for myself since 
I've seen the reasons why this didn't go as planned

Confidence I'm never hiding behind a smile

Still not everyone could say the same

Truth is at the time
My life was fucked up

Going and see you
Put that all to rest

As I write this
I'm getting it off my chest

Ive done everything I thought I couldn't only because I thought I could
And through all that I've had the broken relationship on the road to success

I wasn't going to class for minimum wages now
I look back and I have no excuse for the lack of patience

Besides a divorce
Father with no support
Mother with the biggest heart
That who I'm doing it for

All the doubts
But most of all my self doubt

Been more alone since then
I assume that comes with the achievements
I'm still smoking joints with my Demond's
Anxious to see where I'm heading

Anxiety in my lungs
From the present and the past tense

I had a plant next to my bed
Id play with the leaf in reference to your hair

Made me feel content

I just hope you don't haunt me for the rest of my life

Yet again, I'm in love with a ghost...

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