Darkness (feat. Ayson)

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Yeah It's a fucked up world bro
And sometimes
I feel down you know
Feels like the world's gonna Break
I just wanna stay
On the inside and never outer

I remember when I use to
Talk about a big dream as a kid
Now it's feeling
Like it's turning into
A big lie to the face
And the fame
Never comes in that easy
I thought life was that simple
I copied cadence
Demonstrated a lot of patience
Took myself
Through hell
Ain't feeling motivated
Shun myself
The manna breeding
Darkness in my hatred
Ain't crying
Am just feeling devastated
Damn

Save me from myself
I really need your help
They say  time
Will make me heal
But now
All I do is popping pills

Mama should have told me
That we living in a accursed world
Nothing comes easy
All is to be pried
And struggled for
I felt gone
When the reality dawned
Am just one of many
That's aspiring
For the same goal
There's a hole in my heart
Think I pierced it
I got darkness filling it out
And shit it doesn't help me
I been screaming
Aloud for a reason
Hoping somebody
Could hear me
Then a voice saying
They aint even listening
Man
F*ck that
Man it's hurts
When you're turned down
Living through shit daily
Then a karma comes
With boomerang
I spit blood
When am micing off
This whole verse
Note that
All this agony
I cannot hold back
I tripped fell
All this hell that am living
Waiting for a hand
Or just somebody to save me
Damn I looked around
And see nobody
Look up to the sky
Up my feet
And started moving
Forward or back
I don't know
honestly aint know
Where the hell am headed
I keep running in circles
And breaking down in particles
Damn
I should have taken them medics
I feel lost staring at the mirror
I Seek love
But I never tend
To get enough
All feels wrong
In my thoughts
Now searching
For a cause
Just to figure out
What the hell am I chasing

I remember when I use to
Talk about
Big dream as a kid
Now it's feeling
Like it's turning into
A big lie to the face
And the fame
Never comes in
That easy
I thought life
Was that simple
I copied cadence
Demonstrated
Alot of patience
Took myself
Through hell
Ain't feeling motivated
Shun myself
The manna Breeding
Darkness in my hatred
Ain't crying
Am just feeling
Devastated
Damn

Save me from myself
I really need your help
They say
Time will make me heal
But now
All I do
Is popping pills

I need to find myself
In this darkness
I can't tell
I gotta fight my fears

I need to Save myself
I really need your help
They say time
Will make me heal
But now
All I do
Is popping pills

Yeah
I wanna change
But am faced
With the thought of
What if I fail
Am so tired
Of smoking  cracks
Been drinking to null the pain
I Lose count of days
Dreams was something
I could chase
Broken inside
Tried to hide the pain
But we just the same
Either ways
We get judged
For having a biased thoughts
Brooding crying over time
That we wasted time
Insecurities of all kinds
We go outside
Act like we all fine
And put up a fake smile
Don't we all?
While we have something
Bothering us
Build ourselves cages
Then we think we free
It's suffocating
We can't breathe
Wanna wake up
From this bad dream
Need to be woken to reality
Keeping the faith afloat
Dividing my doubt red sea
Darkness engulfing I can't see
Traumatic as it could be
Making my stance
And the next thing
Is a ray of light
Sometimes
I don't know what to write
So I take a break from life
Am not an expert
But am trying my best
In this field
Become an outcast
To social even time
Barely can sleep
But my eyes are drowsy
My heads is filled with voices
I just wanna scream
Am done hiding in the dark
Consuming my glow
Wanna be happy
When I grow old
And satisfied
That I made most of my times
Making the decisions that are Right
And when I die
Be proud that I left a legacy
You can't understand
You can't understand
I wish you can
I really wish you can
Understand

Save me from myself
I really need your help
They say time
Will make me heal
But now all I do
Is popping pills

Save me from myself
I really need your help
They say time
Will make me heal
But now all I do
Is popping pills

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