Living A Lie

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Dean Alfonzo

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Man I feel like I'm living a lie
I don't know anymore whether to believe that I am that guy
Saying Dee you're the hardest I say stop all the lies
Gas me up to make me happy but deep down I just cry
Call me ungrateful but it's truthful
Gas me in my highs and leave me when it's crucial
These thoughts in my head yeah, they're all brutal
Searching for the love and this ain't nuttin google
Man I feel like I'm living a lie
I don't know anymore whether to believe that I am that guy
Saying Dee you're the hardest I say stop all the lies
Gas me up to make me happy but deep down I just cry
Call me ungrateful but it's truthful
Gas me in my highs and leave me when it's crucial
These thoughts in my head yeah, they're all brutal
Searching for the love and this ain't nuttin google
I was 14 when I started this shit
I been putting in work the stress is starting to hit
But I gotta give ma all to get suttin out of it
But these obstacles make me feel like cuttin out of it
I've been dealing with these thoughts in my head for years
And I've been staying on music I've been tryna make sales
While dealing with these violent thoughts and battling tears
I be rolling in the deep man I feel like Adele
I feel beaten, battered, shattered man I feel like Fortnite
The way I feel the knockdown looking for the revive
But I'm just sitting in my room tryna make my thoughts bright
I've made mistakes now they're memories ain't nuttin like Maroon 5
I've been suffering in silence now I open up
Music is my therapy to avoid filling the cup
I've had fakes in the past developed major trust issues
Now I'm sitting in my room man I was running out of tissues
I'll do anything and anything to get to the top
F*ck the yesmen tryna gas me they're the reason I'll flop
Saying Dee you're the hardest yeah you are that guy
Trust issues got me thinking I was living a lie
Man I only have a few people I consider bredrins
That's a fact, hope you figured that I really fuckin meant it,
Lotta close friends turning strangers now I'm fed up
So, if you don't mean it then stop saying that I'm next up
Man I feel like I'm living a lie
I don't know anymore whether to believe that I am that guy
Saying Dee you're the hardest I say stop all the lies
Gas me up to make me happy but deep down I just cry
Call me ungrateful but it's truthful
Gas me in my highs and leave me when it's crucial
These thoughts in my head yeah, they're all brutal
Searching for the love and this ain't nuttin google
Man I feel like I'm living a lie
I don't know anymore whether to believe that I am that guy
Saying Dee you're the hardest I say stop all the lies
Gas me up to make me happy but deep down I just cry
Call me ungrateful but it's truthful
Gas me in my highs and leave me when it's crucial
These thoughts in my head yeah, they're all brutal
Searching for the love and this ain't nuttin google

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