Only 20 Months Apart

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Da Killa KC

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You already know what I do
When I need to vent
But I need you to really hear me on this one though
This for you, D
You are now listening to Xplode Music
Yeah, we used to be so close
The bond we had was too
Unbreakable to leave us broke
Our personalities were mirrored
We're related that shits clear
But it seems somehow the years
Left me only seeing smoke
My older bro, we're 20 months apart
That's another fact
Always felt I loved you more
Than you could ever love me back
And it hurts to know and
Even though I always wondered that
I never questioned it
Never thought of it as something bad
I'm the one who's so protective
You'd call me over obsessor
I tripped out when I caught you
Doing cocaine on your dresser
We were only teens, I said
I thought that you knew better
And I know you do
You need to get your fucking act together
You're hanging out with bad directors
This shit ain't a movie
Since I'm younger than you
Seems you never listen to me
You said I should understand since we both got bullied
I'm just tryna fit in, tryna fucking see what being cool be
It ain't like that, D
You think those people truly care
Focus bro, they left you all alone
But who was there
Remember when I fought your girlfriend
And she fucking pulled my hair
And you still chose to stay with her that night
That shit ruined my year
It was my birthday
We were supposed to go out and get drunk
But instead that jealous bitch
Just went ahead and fucked it up
You'd always let these people
Get between the both of us
But you gotta be careful bro
The devils trying to interrupt
You have to take the lead man
You ain't gotta choose to follow
Our brother Johnny ain't around
Ain't tryna lose you also
I bit my tongue about it
Ate my words, chewed, and swallowed
While I'm suffering a pain so deep
You front like you so shallow
Why you act so selfish
Why you gotta be so self-absorbed
When you know I got your back
For you, I'd do whatever for
Ain't always gotta be a
Competition for a better score
Better yet, want better for
The both of us, no metaphor
No slick words, no wordplay
I'm speaking what's authentic
Each and every line I mean
No, it ain't just another sentence
Really want the family close again
It ain't that tough, now is it
Jason too, my life won't be the same
Without my brothers in it
Let's try to rebuild
Even though we've burned a couple bridges
I'm down to work it out if
Everyone could up the physics
It's only portion of what my entire bucket list is
And you know that bout me bro
I go for what I want and get it
But it seems like there's no reasoning
Cause everything's an argument
Don't treat me like no auto shit
This ain't another car to fix
I'm tryna make it work
But we both gotta take part in it
Just know I'm ready when you are
My whole soul and my heart in it
Heart in it
Yeah
Another challenge in our palms
Gotta fight to make it right
Cause we been battling our wrongs
The pain of losing Dad
You hear the damage in my songs
So at least we gotta try
So we could balance it for Mom
We tipped the scale along the way
Shit got way too heavy
Understand, so much has changed
Please don't act like you don't get me
Let's support each other once again
Then we'll be steady
Leave aside the egos and the pride
I'm ready when you're ready
I know that just said that
But I mean it, you should know this
And it hurts me more than
You could probably ever fucking notice
I decided Ima write it
Maybe you'll hear me if I wrote it
Since you listen to music more than me
This one's devoted
Yeah
I feel like I just said everything I need to say
For now
Just know I'm still here for you, bro
Mom's here
And Dad's watching over us
I love you
It's Not A Dream

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