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I can barely walk from the weight of my ego
The way I'm living is minimal and I try to be thankful
This world is making me evil I might go off for no reason
To the point it's got me questioning how much of is mental
I got no one to vent to
I shine cause I'm meant to
Dealing with addiction on your own can be the devil
I used to smoke a little 'till I hit a different level
Not a day goes by that I don't see my demons jealous
Jesus on my dash board and God is on the wheel
I wish that I could say that like it's something that I feel
But I can feel the bass hitting as I meditate on wheels
Speeding on the interstate crying cause the pain is real
No I'm not a afraid to show it I became an alcoholic
Drinking bumping music driving
risking everything I got just to feel
Alive inside it it's ironic
My heart is wicked and the energy can be demonic
They say that I'm forgiven but I don't believe it though
Daily I feel guilty and I never seem to know
If God is the answer am I failing the test
Is my passion just a vessel for the devil to posses
Am I really dedicated or just sickly obsessed
Am I doing what is right when I need to express
If you could see all of my thoughts we would never be friends
looking in the mirror like you better repent
Airports passports
It's the life I asked for
No one's gonna hand it to me
So I got to rap more
Music is the reason I keep going daily
But lately I've been feeling like I'm going crazy
Maybe I'm addicted to the struggle in a way
Maybe when I make it will never be the same
Maybe I'm just blinded and misguided in this game
Maybe I'm afraid of the options to behave

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