Dissolve, Disappear

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nisenise

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Finding patterns in the walls
Ignore the footsteps as they fall
Follow my heart; falling apart
Where I'm standing
Keeping up the the charade
Pretending like we're still the same
I've never felt quite as alone
As when you're with me

You didn't see the scars reappearing
You didn't notice when I stopped eating
How am I supposed to think you care at all?
Watching myself dissolve, disappearing
Biting my tongue to keep from screaming
I still pick up every time you call

I'm losing hope I can fill the space
I've created to place the blame
Do you blame other for not hating you
the way that you do?
Did you forget that all you built
Was nothing more than a way to
Stop looking back?
There is no past where you were happy

You didn't see the scars reappearing
You didn't notice when I stopped eating
How am I supposed to think you care at all?
Watching myself dissolve, disappearing
Biting my tongue to keep from screaming
I still pickup every time you call

So focused on the future
I looked up and you were
Nowhere to be found
Not a sight nor a sound
Kept making the assumption
You were the exception
Everyone I love dies or leaves in the end

I hate the way we are now
Slowly disappearing another voice in the sound
There's not a thing that I can't
Burn to the ground

Were we just bound by loneliness?
Back when I could be your only...
Now that you're free
You don't need me the way you used to
I hate how my heart feels the same
No matter how much of you you change
If this is love
Then I want none of these feelings

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