IMperfection

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From the bottom of my heart
The realest shit I ever wrote
The realest shit I ever wrote
A million tears for a thousand night
Deep down I feel ashamed but I had to write it
It's like agony and pain is all I keep inviting
I'm prepared for the future I just ain't excited
My mother told me I was king I ain't believe it then
Sometimes I need some reassurance losing confidence
I had to break myself down I had to search within
And all I heard was "when you gonna make a song again"
Man f*ck rap
For the last 2 years I been stressing
I don't drink to ease the pain no more thank god I learned my lesson
Had to fight my own battles couldn't hire no protection
I was built war ready used my presence as a weapon
Got some dead weight off me tryna use me as a crutch
Let em suck the life out me til I finally had enough
It broke my heart saying bye to a woman that I love so much
Now I'm entertaining pussy that I don't even want
but hold up
I ain't perfect
I was running from it all now I'm certain
Can't say I know it all but I'm working
I'ma keep doing me until the day they close the curtains
And nah I aint stressing
Man a loss ain't loss it's a lesson
It took a while but I truly get the message
Ima give it all I got despite all my imperfections
My life story man you wouldn't know the half
All my insecure ways probably started with my dad
Let me down as a child which in time would make me mad
After 16 years we let the past be the past
But I'm still hurting
Contemplating, second guessing and I'm still nervous
Running through life like I got no purpose
Close minded but my hearts open
Perfect diamond but I feel worthless
Drowning out my feelings but they still surface
I had to ask did you ever love me
When I was young I used to feel ugly
I was scared no one will ever want me
Hammy downs had me dressing bummy
I never wanted to find myself in money
I met you and everything changed
I fell in love with a angel that had no wings
I was attracted to what appeared to be the same page
Who would've thought our time together caused the most pain
You was newly separated when I stepped in
I never meant to be ya lover just a best friend
To say I didn't fall hard I couldn't pretend
I let you go a few times now we at it again
Maybe it's the wrong time
Somehow forgot you wasn't mine
Knew I'll never have your all but I ignored the signs
I tried to keep you from the demons that you left behind
Look at you now all I did was replace them with mine
I knew I had to let you down thinking I was different
I had some issues back then now I'm willing to fix em
I had to get this off my chest my heart was in a prison
I ain't tryna point the finger come off as a victim
For everything I put you through I pray that I'm forgiven
Last thing I got to say to get it out my system
I was a coward when I told you on that phone we was too young to have kids
It hurt my heart when I found out you killed mine but kept his
Hold up
I ain't Perfect

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