Summer '20
Benji
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Saw people turn against me Couldn't even tell me a real reason ostracized me like I committed treason I saw friends deny me Saw people lie on me I got texts were threatening thinking it's the end of things So I thought about ending it If I did it will they miss me? If I took my own life would they remember my feelings These were the dark thoughts I had wondering would they would miss the kid And then… then Then Izu did All because of a list they tryna cancel the kid I remember someone said this whole thing is stupid Cause ain't nobody down that bad from things on the net While I'm over here thinking that this really the end I lost some friends, I lost my family, I lost my mind Thought that I would get over it with time But when I go outside some people can't look me in the eye cause they know what they said I ain't never forget This song I ain't even write a verse because I already wrote all this down I'm just putting it to the beat yeah these emotion are raw Maybe I really needed this it made me closer to God To this day I'll never understand how people treated me dawg I think about it everyday like how I got trauma from trolls They apologize in private when their violation was loud I can't believe I really thought the best of some of the clowns man Man man man Feel the pain feel the pain After this nothing will be the same be the same Share the pain share the pain Still me but understand that I changed I changed Feel the pain feel the pain After this nothing will be the same be the same Share the pain share the pain Still me but understand that I know that the pain grows But I know that the love will show People try to tell you no But I won't let that stunt my growth It just really hurts when it's ya cousin Should've known not all kin are kin Said we'd talk, never heard again and then you spread all lies Thought we were intertwined for life I thought you would love me 'til the day that I die It's crazy cause we were in the same house for a year it was lit But I guess even people in house can still go switch But theres no sides to it everything ain't black and white Just make sure when you fix a wrong that you get it right They tried to come for my reputation cause they know that's where it hurts But if you a man of integrity it don't match with rumors Even though I feel stupid cause I'm still speaking in blurs Cause we know if I air it out then it'll expose 'em But I don't think I'll do that Just cause other people violate man I won't do that I think about this everyday like I still am attached Know my goals a one way road so I never look back Man i never look back! Because C-see Man bump what they did to me Blood sweat and tears for 3 years and couldn't even talk to me It's so hard when you're trying to go and leave behind a legacy and people actively trying to go discredit me I'll never forget when someone hit me asking Benji are you okay And I opened up said no they had nothing else to say Like what was the point of this? Was it just performative Used to call you friend but see you called me for the benefits That's why when you see the people 'round me know that they here for life If they here now they gon be there when I get me a wife I thank God for these people that he has provide These people are the reason that I am here still alive, yeah Feel the pain feel the pain After this nothing will be the same be the same Share the pain share the pain Still me but understand that I changed I changed Feel the pain feel the pain After this nothing will be the same be the same Share the pain share the pain Still me but understand that I know that the pain grows But I know that the love will show People try to tell you no But I won't let that stunt my growth Yeah I know that the pain grows (yeah the pain may grow) But I know that the love will show (the love will show, the love will show) People try to tell me no (people try to tell me no) But I won't let that stunt my growth (still me but understand that) God is in control
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Written by: Benjamin Clerveaux-Jean, Denzel Lee
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