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I'm so sorry
I cant control these things
I can only be honest
I'm strong but I'm tired, so tired all this
Summer time sadness after august

I'm at a loss for words
Ive got emotions inside I got to purge
If I don't get this out, then I'm gone by dawn
This is the result of holding on too long
I can take a lot but no body's that strong
How you hold a grudge on somebody that long?
Sick of this shit.com
It's beating on my chest and it isn't King Kong
Toxic dirt
In the garden our fathers just forgot to work
Made the rot get worse
How you dump yo spawn and think that our hearts don't hurt
So I started on a search, to find me a better path
Grew up thinking love was something I couldn't have
Grew up thinking stars were something I couldn't grab
Convinced me happiness is something I couldn't have

I'm so sorry
I cant control these things
I can only be honest
I'm strong but I'm tired, so tired all this
Summer time sadness after august

When dealt a shitty hand it usually makes a fist
It usually holds a grudge, and they get heavy quick
Chip on my shoulder, big as a boulder
No one survives this who isn't a soldier
Keeping my composure is getting much harder
I just want to be there for my daughter
And get along with her mother
But its hard cause our heart's break apart when they suffer
SHE LOVES
Watching me bleed
Heart is anemic, I started to see it
Feeling defeated, paraplegic
You paint me a monster im scared I believe it
Ivy is watching her parents depleted
Im always in chaos im scared that I need it
Can't take a day off from being facetious
Ivy is writing her story are you scared of her thesis?
Are you there when she needs it?
OH MY GOD
THIS FACADE
Has gone on, for way too long
Im done with the break up songs
Nobody is that strong
Not for that long
We gotta do better
I dont want her walking around with a Scarlett letter
Damage is being done, I see it upon her face
She manages when it comes, but struggles to find her place
Caught inside a war
Watching both people she loves so much learn to hate each other more
I dont think you know what you're fighting for
If you do then your heart is worse than before
I just want peace, some cease and desist
At this point, it just seems like a myth
Thats my baby, thats my heart
Why would you ever want to go and break that apart?
And take that away
And make that a way to get back at me
I hope YOUR happy

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