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BIG CA$hout

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We gon pave a way
You know I hadda talk my shit on this nam saying
Look
When I was young tryna stack it up, tryna double up stayed to myself
I was out there focused
13 when I worked my first shift, man I knew that wasn't it
But I stuck with it just to stack a couple chips
At this time I was feeling pretty lit, they was starting know my name cause I had hella fits
Wasn't the type to talk, just sat back working my craft hoping that they noticed
14 started highschool wondering how I become, one of the cool dudes
Picked up a sport just to get out the spot wanna show the world what I got
Who would have known that a decision was an 8 year investment
All that work just to make an impression, for all its worth I dodged having a cellmate
Lessons that I learned I got the keys feeling like it checkmate
When I lost you grandma, I swear I was so cautious
For the only memories I had, was laughing when you saw us
At the funeral swear almost lost it, saw the hurt in the fams eye
Stayed strong turned to a boss quick
Became the man of the house in due of ya absence
Understood the circumstances if ya asking
Wondering how I got in the middle of trauma, problem solver my whole life
Seen my mama cry tears knew I hadda go harder
16 added a second job to my life
Just so I can feel independent watch me earn sum stripes
Parents thinking like what you got going on, you alright
Tryna stay out the way praying on them better nights
How you know which way is right
I was feeling all this pain ignored it with no shame
Grew up fast knew no other option but to fill in the void that left with fake smiles
Got so use to people leaving even family can't be next
18 graduated put all the bullshit to the side, figured I can deal with at a later time
Tried to enjoy my life put on that poker face, couldn't let em see me in a darker place
Went to college where it suppose to all get better
Tried to forget bout my reality spending all this cheddar
Fumbled couple bags I was really feeling the pressure
Stuck in school where even the teachers feel too cool
Giving everyone a piece of me, when I was hurting inside
Spread so thin when the fake love gon die
How I'm suppose to be everyones friend
I barely even got enough time for my kin
Apparent that I was in it on my own
Hadda figure out what I was gon do off the dome
Life hadda path of its own
So I hopped of the porch f*ck it we grown
These businesses finessing, I ain't tripping
Realized my worth, staying home making it on the road
Independent when I work watch this flow
Nd I've been feeling like I got the world on my shoulder
All this pain I've been through just looking for sum composure
Babygirl I want you here with me, come closer
You really a diamond in my eye burning passion make you mine
Vibe too raw how I find this dime
With you, we gon shine all the time
You know how I get with my rhymes
You know how I get with my rhymes
Nd they ask what made me strong
Nd ima answer with life
Ambitious as ever you could feel the fire
BIG CASHOUT he gon fulfill these desires
Walk in the room make it hot I was waiting on this beat drop
Tryna make it to the top
I'm out
I'm out
I'm out
CASHOUT aye

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