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Kenrez

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My heart
I hear the sound of my hurt
I hear the sound of your tears
Rippling through my ears (They're rippling through my ears)
My part, the shoulder you can lean on
My words, comfort you call home
You lie into me and I try (Why you lyin'?)
To keep a straight face, together
We've been through many weathers
Many a days and the seasons
Keep cycling through like successors
Keep dwindling down like the reasons
That we should stick together
But the heart doesn't have a brain
So it does not understand
About logic, it just feels
It felt you from the beginning
But now it fears it might end (Going through emotions)
Highschool days, that's when we met
"Wanna chill?" I said "Okay"
Outgoing, outspoken plus you were cute. What can I say?
Lunch time, where do we sit?
After school, do you wanna stay?
Four classes in a day, only I'd study you all day (I'm studyin' you)
Impossible to miss you, walkin' 'round with all that class (Oouuh)
Somehow I would still miss you, waitin' while the hours pass (Uh huh)
You had a way with words, straight facts no sass (No sass)
I was impressed with you 'cause you were more than I was
Didn't have a driver's license, you would drive me around
Didn't have money for gas, you would work in the town
I wasn't workin' back then, I would just stay at my parents (Uh huh, okay)
And play videogames, I just kept countin' my blessings (Uh huh, okay)
I was still doing my thing, just it was barely apparent
You were colorful and I was completely transparent (You can't see me)
Obviously that's something that I always wanted to change (Yeah)
I felt like less than a dime with a bad exchange rate (Yeah)
Like I was never gon' shine cus I belonged backstage (Yeah yah)
but then I worked on mind and rearranged my mindset (Yeah yah)
I left the curtains behind and tore through the wall instead (Yeah yah)
And now is showtime but the show is backstage (Yeah yeah)
I started working on myself relentlessly (Yeah, yeah)
And if you've done it then you know how hard it be
And obviously I'm growing but it's for you and me
I'm growing for your future, your wellbeing and our kids (And it's for you)
Give a structure to our lives and provide to your needs (And it's for you)
Buy the house you deserve and the life of a queen (And it's for you)
Become strong mentally, physically, you can rely on to me
Like the eye of the storm, it's mayhem out there, it's calm with me
I'd mortgage my soul and my time. I'd go in debt with myself (I give you all)
I'd take a loan of willpower and risk all of my health (I gave it all)
Take an advance on my sleep I'd even pay the price of death (It doesn't matter, it's all for you)
If it means your days are better even if just by a tenth
Even when I have none left, know that I'll give all my strength
So you can always feel blessed, so you'll never have to stress, nah (Nah, nah, nah, nah)
(I want the best for you, I want the best for you)
(I just want the best for you, I want the best for you)

I wanna give you everything I never had
Become the support I wish was given to me
That's why when I slow down I get mad
I want you to have it all endlessly
Now there is nothing I wouldn't do to see you smile
I'll go through space and time as long as you're with me

Girl I love you, I truly do (Yeah)
From a stranger I never knew (Yeah)
Now I know ya through and through (Yeah)
We both said, "I do", "I do" (Uh)
But I feel I must review
I was lost inside your eyes
Guess that's why I'm feeling blue (Uh huh)
Love was shinin' in my eyes
Like a flashbang you just threw
And now I start to realize
Your promises are overdue
And it's 2020, time just flew
How could I forget all the things you said to me?
Talkin' about your plans and all you wanted to be
I never asked for perfect, cus that simply can't exist
For you to achieve your goals is the only thing I wished
"I'm the perfect one for you"
"Ima start going to the gym" (Mhmm)
"I'm gonna go to school" (Mhmm)
"And accomplish all my dreams" (Mhmm)
"I'm an independent woman" (Mhmm)
"I have a healthy self-esteem" (Mhmm)
"We're gonna work to fix our problems" (Mhmm)
"I'm your soulmate, I'm your team" (Mhmm)
"And as long as I'm with you" (Mhmm)
"Nothing else can stand between"
Boy oh boy, you words were perfect
They were music to my ears
And every time you'd start a sentence
All the noise would disappear
I was tuned in to every sound
And your voice was crystal clear
And I believed in every word
And everything you said was real
But like I said before
Nothing happened in those years
you got away with words
And what are words without the actions?
Are they real or are they lies?
I think they're both of them together
Or so I've come to real lies
I done tried to make things better
I gave you time, I gave advice
It would only make you bitter
I even comforted your cries (No don't cry, no don't cry)
I tried to push, you can be greater
I gave you a rose as a surprise
And you treat me like the wrecker? (What?)
Like I'm planning your demise? (What?)
When I was tryin' to help you build all you promised all this time?
Listen (What?)
I stuck to my goals to inspire you (Every single one)
I spend days working out to inspire you (Every single one)
I wake up at 5 to inspire you (Every single one)
I put up a smile to inspire you (Every single one)
If I can do it, I know you can do better there's a fire in you
"But I can't and you're Clarke you're a super you" (I ain't superman)
Why are you so against yourself? you're denyin' you (Why? why?)
I've become the man I am cus you inspired me (You inspired me)
I never looked anywhere else to see if the grass is green (Yeah)
Because for me there was no one else, you were all of it (You were everything)
And grass is greener where you are if you water it
But my grass never grew guess I was drowning it (You didn't have to drown)
(Oh baby please don't drown, no)
(You didn't have to drown)

Wanted to give you everything I never had
Become the support I wish was given to me
That's why when I slowed down I got mad
I wanted you to have it all endlessly (Uh uh)
Now there's nothing you can do to make me smile (Not one thing)
There's so much space and time between you and me

This song was supposed to be about how proud I am to be your man (I was proud)
My first rap song was going to be about how this would never end (Never ending)
Let me be clear this wasn't sheer catastrophe since we began (Uh huh)
Cus we had a few layovers in the best resorts this life can offer (Uh huh)
We had our laughter. We had our moments (Uh huh)
But now I'm broken. So let me get back
on the subject (Let me talk)
"Hey babe, how is it going?"
Fine
"Is Everything good with me?"
Yeah, it's fine
"Babe, are you happy?"
I'm fine
"Babe are you sure?"
Ah, fine!
Let me be honest for just a moment
Why does it feel like you've been crawling, while I've been running?
This feels like I gave you my all and you gave me nothing
How are we to feel on the climb when your health just plummets? (How?)
Your life and mine are so intertwined
That I always thought
after all this time (But it ain't)
We would grow together (But it ain't)
Our values aligned (But it ain't)
But instead is nothing (But it ain't)
Like I had in mind
And I feel the pain
And I feel the shame
I feel so depressed
I feel like an idiot!
Cus when people would ask me
About, "how's my wife?"
"How's her schooling going?"
And I had to sit there
Tell them, "she's not going cus she had to quit her (Oh well)
Classes, cus she wanted to go ahead and fix her (Oh well)
Health", and then they would non stop continue (Oh well)
Asking, "well okay, how is that going then?" (Oh fine)
"Great, and to which gym is she going, man?" (None)
"None?, oh well what in the hell's she doing Ken, huh?"
Silence!
Actions speak louder than words
There is just silence
There is so much more to your worth
You are a diamond
This song is not meant as a curse
I am just trying to
Express my feelings 'fore I burst
I might be wrong but
These are my feelings into words
And I am sorry (I'm sorry)
But some things that you said were wa

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