Nightmare

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Pain
With every breath I take, with every step I take
Even my mental state filled in my brain
These thoughts are killing me softly like I'm fading away I take a breath u could've lost me
I'm feeling drained
Replenish my energy I was close
But the hope that I can cope with the enemies is a nope too insane
Even if I fall I'm giving my all doing it like there's no one else to call
Things won't be the same because I'm aimin for the top
There will be no one else to blame and feel ashamed I will not
Cuz I been working like a slave and that's until the day I drop
I try to break away the chains and I won't ever ever, stop
Time is going tick tock, like a wrist watch
Echoing over and over my biggest enemy is the clock
But if time is money is it me not having the time to get my shit together
Or is it because I don't have enough guap that's keeping me up thru the night
I gotta get all of it out, I gotta write
So before I die I'm letting you know why I'ma fight till the lights go out
I'm focused so if my sights go out, I'm never blinded
Always reminded of my past so I never forget where I came from
I gain from the pressure of life
I'm thinking carefully never doing anything out of spite
I gotta make some sacrifices for what's right

Never look back my goal is ahead of me
If my dream needs to be saved my music be the remedy
If everything fails I'ma be right there
Righting my wrongs doing everything I knew I would achieve
I'm working mastering a repetition like a drummer in a snare
The darkness is tryna take over everywhere
I gotta get up, get up and leave
I gotta make it out of this nightmare

Getting high to get my mind off bullshit that some fucked up people in the world done put me in
Situations you know you won't see yo best friend again
The type of shit that make the ink spill on the page from my pen
If I died today will they know my name?
Would I disappear like salt in the rain?
Or maybe they would find me tucked away inside a couch
And when my killer was close to being found out they lit a fire burned the house
Who would want to know what happened?
That baby girl was only a year old I couldn't imagine if that was any of my sister's
Or one of my own to come home and look at a crib that's all alone
I'm calling on the phone wondering just where the f*ck my daughters at
She's cold freezing man she usually would call me back
Numb me from the pain with blunts to the brain
I wouldn't be sane I'd probably have a fuckin heart attack
Make you lose a lot of sleep
My soul is real therefore the truth is what I speak
How could god let all this happen the pain is so deep
Sometimes I'm feeling the day gets closer to when we meet
Til then my soul to keep
I listen to this beat it makes me reminisce life is not what it seems
what is our purpose being human beings
is it creating everything within our might
Or is it destroying everything that's in our sight til I find out I

Never look back my goal is ahead of me
If my dream needs to be saved my music be the remedy
If everything fails I'ma be right there
Righting my wrongs doing everything I knew I would achieve
I'm working mastering a repetition like a drummer in a snare
The darkness is tryna take over everywhere
I gotta get up, get up and leave
I gotta make it out of this nightmare

I'm tryna ask for forgiveness I'm tryna handle my business
But being in this cell within these walls is making it difficult to keep everything together
I got so much anger I can only grow physically I'm getting better
I got some babies on the outside
That I ain't never even heard cry
Will I die before they understand why?
The devils creepin but f*ck that nigga I'm never scared
I was tryna provide, now I'm doing this time
Would none of you niggas dare
Will my kids see me as the father that was never there?
Will I be similar to mine who didn't care?
These thoughts are steady flowing thru my mind it ain't fair that I can't do anything about it
Everyone that doubted me
Hatin I can live without it let me fuckin be I been thru hell
So to all you people out there that done wished me well
My time just ticks in jail, damn
Lets change the topic cuz I miss my brother
And it ruins me to see anyone in my family struggle
I wish I was a doctor so I could take the pain away
Like when they cut the lights back on back in the day
Back when we couldn't pay it was cold those nights
The neighbors let us use their water to shower they were nice didn't think twice
Even back then I thought the end was near
So I'ma do the best I can while I'm still here

Never look back my goal is ahead of me
If my dream needs to be saved my music be the remedy
If everything fails I'ma be right there
Righting my wrongs doing everything I knew I would achieve
I'm working mastering a repetition like a drummer in a snare
The darkness is tryna take over everywhere
I gotta get up, get up and leave
I gotta make it out of this nightmare

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