Pause + Reset

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Marian Carmel

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I need to write this fucking song 
Cause I said I'm over you 
Told my therapist in our sessions and 
I've been wearing a narrative she sees through 
You'd think I would've known by now 
18 months past overdue 
Acceptance, and all that's relevant
Didn't come easy as it should 

I know I seem much better 
And I know you know it too 
I've been real good at pretending 
I'm my best when I'm not around you

Tell me how 
I can't stop 
Keep rewinding my thoughts
If I were really over you 
Then why do I keep running through
All the years 
In my head 
Make it hard to forget 
If I could wish for anything
Wish I could fucking pause and press reset 
Stop living in my head

Damn it took a lot
To say that out loud 
Sat myself down
Taking time to talk it out 
Spent all these months writing lines that don't stick 
Who knew this would flow soon as I pour drink 
Sometimes I can't help but think of you 
But don't get it twisted 
I've got no interest 
But I find myself overthinking the reasons
Picking apart at the wreckage
 
Tell me how 
I can't stop 
Keep rewinding my thoughts
If I were really over you 
Then why do I keep running through
All the years 
In my head 
Make it hard to forget 
If I could wish for anything
Wish I could fucking pause and press reset 
Stop living in my head

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