Amazingly Blind On Drugs
If god give me breath for 20 more years I see myself changing the world Because my thought patterns are so Opposite of what's the norm So I would have to change the world Or have to be changed by the world Sometimes I look up to the sky And I feel so lost it hurts My sense of pride is tossed in dirt Why am I walkin earth Cuz my convictions say a lot about my conscious search But my addiction's just A constant nonsense on this curse And all of my friends have gotten beyond it But I don't seem to want it I go and keep reconjuring All of the fiendish scenes That haunt him It's like I fall back Once I see achievements Creepin on in Give it all that And I flee Cuz I don't believe I'm promised And all of it must be what god thinks I'll be receiving to be Some structure of love But always ends up just bleeding Leavin me weak Repeatin the scenes of fuckin it up Once I've defeated the beast And I've suffered enough by breathin You'd think it'd be easy To leave in this grief Be done with this substance Cuz it sucks When something's eatin at me And encompass a lust To see some justice And be clean and complete But this is how the f*ck my life is It's just a suicidal search For where the pipe is And as I write this I speak the truth that this life gives In hopes that you don't misconstrue The buke or what the hype is I'm not a maniac I'm mangled by the chain reactions Leapin out from every angle Bein out here chasin baggies Beat into my cranial By evil clouds That place these passions Reasoning with demons, like I need it now Incase me captive It's no wonder why I'm lookin like I'm sunburned I been losin time so fuckin long En route to find the spun herd So I can keep a crew so high That underneath my thumbs hurt Cuz their moving like some puppets Wit a noose that's tied to unearth Where's the cash Burn em for a fat stack Serve em up some cut And reassure em It's some gas twack Pull off without a thought To even go and glance back Like Man, I wish one of these cats would blast gats Cuz I'm completely lost And seem to keep a stance that Just seems to have me beatin off I'm in a trance trapped But Mariah needs me to try Or at least be a viable piece to rely on And seat by her side Cuz the days you were gone I had cried Uninspired and weak to the times you completely Inspired me Used to remind myself of that sweet little child That I couldn't speak Ended in denial Wishing to turn back time to get by you to smile and see The reason I search is my teenager's worth More to me if I'm clean and I'm being observant I mean cuz Ive hurt so much needed her worse So my life doesn't stink and I see has a purpose It's like I might as well embrace the shit I'm living life in hell With all my failed relationships And all I make of this time shelled Is I ain't equipped I'm sick of givin this strife And my mind's telling me Make it end
Written by: Daniel Morasco
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