Nementia

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Every single day feels like I'm stuck inside a another loop
Every single day feels like I'm stuck, another fuckin' loop
Every single day feelin' the same just like another loop
Every single day I can't escape, escape this fuckin loop
Every single day feels like I'm stuck inside a another loop
Every single day feels like I'm stuck, another fuckin' loop
Every single day feelin' the same just like another loop
Every single day I can't escape, escape this fuckin loop
Yet another day that I piss away
Surprise myself with all the effort that it takes
Just to put a motherfuckin' smile on my face
Wonder what it's like to awake and feel okay
Call me Keanu, I'm at the point I'm bout to break
Chemical cocktail always runnin' through my veins
Starin' at the ceiling, in a box, a fuckin cage
In a mental haze, a daze, self-reflective phase
All of this vanity, Losing my sanity
Look at myself, all I see is calamity
Thoughts spiraling, Fibonacci anxiety
Losing humanity, Only feel agony
Yet another night that I can't fuckin' sleep
Force another smile, feelin' all this strain in my cheeks
Melancholy deep, mind weak, so please, please
Bear with me, need release, I'm on my motherfuckin' knees
Always prayin' for peace, playin' for keeps
Still second guessing everything I've ever achieved
Acceptance letter tell me better to accept defeat
All I can do is ask myself if I can truly be happy?
If I land on concrete in the middle of the street
Out the window lookin' like a better option for me
Don't want the ones that love me to look my way and worry
But I can feel my final breath approaching in a hurry
Every single day feels like I'm stuck inside a another loop
Every single day feels like I'm stuck, another fuckin' loop
Every single day feelin' the same just like another loop
Every single day I can't escape, escape this fuckin loop
Tearing down another cage incarcerating my mind
Can't suppress my demons even though you know I'm always trying
Stuck behind another wall blocking my path to feeling fine
Can't escape my consciousness, no shit it's with me all the time
Personality split like I'm Jekyll and Hyde
One side like an alibi, show it to the world to imply
That I'm alright, everything sublime
Can't complain, just another day, just another lie
In reality I'm just like any ordinary guy
Guess my little journey had begun a little early but that don't stop my
Feelings always swirling, every night tossin', turnin'
Like a vortex, Forex, changin' the state of my yearning
My suppressed memories makin' my knees weak
I think I'm gonna need a gurney,
Seems like everyday there's something new about myself that I am learning
Guess that's the cause of my oscillating self-esteem
Notably, noticing that I notice everything
Causes' my anxiety to spread its wings
Note to me, no defeat will ever stop it totally
That's why I gotta fight my mind, 10 rounds in a ring
Every single day feels like I'm stuck inside a another loop
Every single day feels like I'm stuck, another fuckin' loop
Every single day feelin' the same just like another loop
Every single day I can't escape, escape this fuckin loop

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